gilliansings's Journal, 16 Jun 14

I had one of those weekends where I was really tempted to just snack on everything in sight, but somehow managed not to. On my way home from work I did a little grocery shopping and consciously purchased an oversized red velvet cupcake. I have been avoiding baking in general because I don't want the extras sitting around my house. I can't seem to rid myself of my sweet tooth, but I am better able to control how much I partake of.

I cut the cupcake in half and ate it Friday night. It really did not taste anywhere near as good as it looked. I was rather disappointed in the texture and quality of the cream cheese frosting. I can definitely make it better, lol.

I begged my daughter to take the other half off my hands, but she forgot to take it with her. It sat in my fridge all Sunday. I got home from work today and chucked it in the trash. Can you say "WIN!!" I don't have issues with wasting food, but when I consciously only eat half of something, I congratulate myself for not eating it all and look forward to eating the other half at another time. In this case, I just flat out decided that there were plenty of other treats with far fewer calories that I could enjoy without feeling sick or disappointed, so out it went.

I am leaving Thursday after work to drive to Seattle for my youngest sister's college graduation. I will be at a motel one night (with my other sister) and at my older brother's house for two nights. Neither place really supports my eating habits, so I am packing an ice chest for the trip. To help in that regard, I purchased some smaller tupperware containers to portion out pre-cooked meat, vegetables, and fruit or yogurt. My family will probably give me a fair amount of grief for how OCD I'm being, but I just don't care.

Wish me luck! I've survived a number of vacations, holidays, and weekends in this last four months, so I am feeling like I have this!

View Diet Calendar, 16 June 2014:
1345 kcal Fat: 58.90g | Prot: 53.72g | Carbs: 158.48g.   Breakfast: Immaculate Baking Co. Cranberry Orange Scones, Lucerne 2% Lowfat Pineapple Cottage Cheese, Equal Equal, Lucerne Hazelnut Coffee Creamer, Granulated Sugar, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Bernstein's Cheese & Garlic Italian Dressing, Aidells Roasted Garlic & Gruyere Cheese Chicken Sausage, Organics Safeway organic lowfat plain yogurt, Tillamook Lowfat Marionberry Yogurt, Grape Tomatoes, Iceberg Lettuce (Includes Crisphead Types), Cucumber (with Peel), Celery, Carrots, Fresh Express Spring Mix. Dinner: Tostitos Medium Salsa, Smart Balance Original Buttery Spread, Birds Eye Steamfresh Broccoli, Hill Country Fare Shredded Colby Jack Natural Cheese, Mission Soft Taco Flour Tortillas (Medium). Snacks/Other: Mars Milky Way Bites, Apples, Safeway Organics Creamy Peanut Butter. more...
2961 kcal Exercise: Weight Training (moderate) - 25 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 20 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour, Sleeping - 4 hours, Sitting - 5 hours, Pushing client in W/C - 1 hour, Standing - 2 hours, Resting - 7 hours and 15 minutes, Driving - 1 hour, Housework - 2 hours. more...

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You did great!  
16 Jun 14 by member: kattay
I think you are a super hero for just buying one cupcake after you wanted to snack all day. Good for you for throwing away that other half of that nasty sweet that we all could have made better but choose not to. I don't think it is ocd to take your own food. Hope you have a great time at baby sis graduation. 
16 Jun 14 by member: rockytu
very impressive re: throwing out the 1/2 cupcake!!! great job on planning ahead with the food prep! good luck & have a great time! 
16 Jun 14 by member: Tulipgirl6
I will say it, "WIN!" 
16 Jun 14 by member: LuC2
Great win. Nothing wrong with taking your own food. Look at it as if your allergic to their food and have to have your own for health reasons. 
17 Jun 14 by member: dclaytor
Good job tossing out that 1/2 cupcake. WIN! I've found that the only sweets I'll even take a bite of anymore are homemade ones. Anything purchased seems inferior and too many calories to waste on. Homemade (or from a nice restaurant where they make them) - that's usually worth a bite but only if you can stop at one bite - which is usually the best bite anyway. Sounds like you've got a good plan set up for your road trip. It is easier to enjoy the trip when you don't feel stressed about the foods. Planning ahead was a good idea. Have a good trip.  
17 Jun 14 by member: DarleneW101
WIN WIN WIN !!!!!! Have a safe and wonderful trip. 
17 Jun 14 by member: SherrieC
Thanks, everyone! I still can't believe how supportive my friends are. I was waiting for the comment, "You eat too many carbs! Sugar is EVIL!!!" 
17 Jun 14 by member: gilliansings
Big win on tossing the other half of the cup cake. I don't like wasting food either, but sometimes when they've got stuff here at work and I can't resist I'll either take a tiny bit for just a taste, or if I have to take a larger portion I'll take a nibble from it and toss the rest of the piece right into the trash before I can change my mind. Is it a waste? - yes. But it would be even more of a waste to eat the whole piece of whatever it was and have those extra calories in my body. 
17 Jun 14 by member: jmb3450
Good for you its hard to throw away tasty treats but they can really throw us off track. When I do that I either put in garbage disposal or dump salt on it...  
17 Jun 14 by member: got the munchies
Win! Win! Win!-- do not worry bout what your siblings think of you packing your own food! Do what is best for you! I have a poster on my ref.. that has a picture of Al from Home Improvement that reads.. "Is that 130 calories worth 1/2 hour on the treadmil.. I don't think so Tim!" It helps me to stop and think "Is what I am eating worth trying to burn off?" It has helped me.. really to stop and think.. Congrats on throwing out the red velvet cupcake...(I LOVE RED VELVET! I know it must have been hard for you to do that!!! I would have 'died'..lol... 
17 Jun 14 by member: hoosier436
Agreed...I have a very difficult time cleaning the kitchen after meals. All the leftovers that are too small to put away...too large to toss...and too tasty to just wash down the disposal...I struggle. It's better when I can fix plates and clean the kitchen right after cooking, but sometimes that's not possible...and...dangerzone! 
18 Jun 14 by member: LuC2

     
 

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