Five-Two Cowboy's Journal, 28 Nov 16

Thank you everyone for the kind words regarding our plight. We (she) completed chemo part 4 of 6 on Wednesday and the accumulating effects are piling on. You know, she's tall, beautiful, kind, and forces me to be better even when I'm not interested in better; that's old news. Since September, I've found she's far tougher than she looks. There are no words to tell you how deeply awestruck I am to meet this cage fighter of a woman, this funny bald stranger I can't take my eyes off of, this sweet warm gravity keeping me forever in her orbit. No words. Back to the fat cowboy. I know it looks like a 10 lb jump but it's actually 12 or 13. I hit 197 something the Tuesday following my last weigh in and didn't weigh til this morning. I think I lived comfortably in the 205 neighborhood til TG and then too much pecan pie. Anywho, I'm getting back to it. I'm not going to log food til next year. I can reign this in and find the old neighborhood. Look ma, no hands! If I'm 210 in 2017, then we log, we focus, and we move forward. Finish the year like you mean it My People. I think about y'all often but if it's ok, I'll continue to run silent and deep for the remainder. Keep those you love close during the coming days. Say it all today. Do everything you've been meaning to do.
95.1 kg Lost so far: 27.9 kg.    Still to go: 16.1 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
Gaining 1.5 kg a Week

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As a Cancer survivor, I know your journey is hard. Sometimes the best thing you can do is hug someone tight and love them unconditionally. Sounds like you have learned that lesson well. I will keep you and your loved one in prayer as you find a quiet place and time together during the coming weeks. Fran 
28 Nov 16 by member: Fran618114
Take care 52C!!! 
28 Nov 16 by member: Steven Lloyd
Sending love and a prayer to you both.. 
28 Nov 16 by member: Char60
I'm a cancer survivor, too, and what Fran says is absolutely true. Hold tight to each other. Thoughts and prayers on the way. 
28 Nov 16 by member: PhillySue
What a lovely, touching and poetic tribute to your Lady. Hang tough, Cowboy! 
29 Nov 16 by member: mskestrela
Prayers for you both 52C. Hugs all around.... 
29 Nov 16 by member: rontravis
Prayers going up!!! 
29 Nov 16 by member: John10251
Blessing my friend 
29 Nov 16 by member: HCB
Very heartfelt, cowboy...Prayers heading your way! 
29 Nov 16 by member: MainelyMe2
She is incredibly blessed to have built her life with a man who is completely in love with her. Best wishes for you both. 
29 Nov 16 by member: LadyinDenim
We'll be here for you. Sending prayers and hugs 🤗. Your AWE is amazing.  
29 Nov 16 by member: Sarah1950
"Finish the year like you mean it My People... Keep those you love close... Say it all today. Do everything you've been meaning to do." #this 
29 Nov 16 by member: jimmiepop
What a beautiful love you two have. Praying for both of you! 
29 Nov 16 by member: iulani
sending prayers 
29 Nov 16 by member: PGM012197
I'm so sorry you both have to go through this. It does bring out the love and appreciation, though! Love heals, so that may help her get well. 
29 Nov 16 by member: erikahollister
Good luck with all of it. I realize this fight with cancer is on going with ups and downs. Not an easy venture on any level. Even though they took out my prostate, I realize, this will be an fight for life. Keep the chin up with all of it. 
30 Nov 16 by member: warrenwinter
Thank you for letting us know how things are going - wishing all the best to both of you! Strength ~ Love ~ Healing 
01 Dec 16 by member: trackin64

     
 

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