abbadabba's Journal, 31 Mar 21

So stressed out I can't even stand it. I have a lot of pressure from all sides, home work lack of social contact not seeing my family!
The plumber is in my house right now fixing what the other two plumbers did not fix.
Had to talk to my assistant for 3 days to get him to do one simple thing.
I could retire today and basically would only lose $75 a week of my current salary. Meanwhile my assistant and I are doing work that used to take 4 people. All of my paperwork is completely behind schedule. I have so many deadlines it makes me hyperventilate to think about them.
BF told me he didn't want his son to meet me (son is 26) - is he even my boyfriend if I don't meet his family?
And my stupid weight. Holding steady, added walking, not great at keeping under 900 which is my goal but maybe I can do it this week and add the walking and keep drinking more water. I do want to lose the next 20 pounds before Christmas - ideally by the 4th of July but I will have to get on it much harder. Looking into gyms to join.
Aargh. Cloudy day isn't helping but at least it's warm and when the plumber leaves I can get outside.

View Diet Calendar, 31 March 2021:
1110 kcal Fat: 37.08g | Prot: 77.08g | Carbs: 122.06g.   Breakfast: Land O'Lakes Fat Free Chocolate Milk, Sunsweet Dried Pitted Prunes, Pistachio Nuts, Kirkland Signature Organic Unsweetened Vanilla Almond Milk, 1% Fat Milk. Lunch: Quaker Instant Grits - Original, Cheddar Cheese, Ground Beef (95% Lean / 5% Fat), Mushrooms, Cooked Green Cabbage (Fat Not Added in Cooking), Olive Oil. Dinner: Progresso Chicken Noodle with White Meat Chicken Soup, Yellow Sweet Corn (Kernels On Cob, Without Salt, Frozen, Drained, Cooked, Boiled). more...
1446 kcal Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 44 minutes, Resting - 16 minutes, fitbit measure - 23 hours. more...

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So sorry you're having to endure all that stress. You might want to seriously consider retiring! Stress is a killer. 
31 Mar 21 by member: Debbie Cousins
I've been retired 5 years and won't go back! Could you turn a hobby or interest into a side hustle to make up lost income? 
31 Mar 21 by member: Les Girth
You have a lot going on. For me it is about keeping things sorted out. Because when I find a lot of things going on with me at the same time it throws me from what I need to be doing for myself. That is the struggle. So you are not alone. We just have to deal with issues as they come. At the same time put at the top of the list that thing that we want or need. Life do have a way of distracting us. We are here for each other. So let's keep it going. 
31 Mar 21 by member: ladytanker
I know it sucks, I've seen the grandkids in person just ONCE over the past year, but the vaccine's out so there's light at the end of the tunnel. Plus, you're down 30 lbs when so many have gained, so pat yourself on the back for that! 
01 Apr 21 by member: Toni Bourlon
900 calories in? That is too low! 
01 Apr 21 by member: LambiePi
It’s weird BF doesn’t want you to meet his son, unless you’ve been dating for a short period of time 😉 
01 Apr 21 by member: LambiePi

     
 

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