Tosh Melody's Journal, 15 Jul 20

I am 2 weeks into a break up... for the last 6 months I had a partner.
Now I don't feel like eating happily ....like how food was a joy for me before...I'm mostly nauseous.... and putting on a strong face....it's fine I don't think finding happiness in food is a excellent idea for me anyway since it could become a crutch again.
My sister came to visit me in AZ from Texas and dispite the amazing homemade Mexican dishes shes made I've consistently been losing bit by bit.
I will be alone soon she leaves tomorrow 😪
81.7 kg Lost so far: 19.1 kg.    Still to go: 9.2 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

View Diet Calendar, 15 July 2020:
1185 kcal Fat: 52.00g | Prot: 39.60g | Carbs: 120.60g.   Dinner: Icee Cherry Icee, Doritos Nacho Cheese Tortilla Chips (28g), Chick-fil-A Waffle Potato Fries (Small), Chick-fil-A Spicy Deluxe Sandwich. Snacks/Other: Michelob Ultra Light Beer. more...
Losing 5.1 kg a Week

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Awe my friend, I’m so sorry 😔 Things happen for a reason, isn’t going to make you feel better, but you may have a better partner, suited for you❤️ I’m glad you’re sissy visited. Know that you are never alone🙌💜💚 
15 Jul 20 by member: jcmama777
Hang in there Tosh. I agree w JC. It’s good to have family when you’re feeling blue. Chime in on FS when things get to you. You know this community will rally. 
15 Jul 20 by member: br_e_co
Breakups are so hard. Good for you for being mindful that food could be a crutch to fill the relationship void. Sorry that this is such a sucky time since it is hard to get out and do stuff with friends due to so many places being closed. 
15 Jul 20 by member: Joelmel
Thanks guys I will be so glad when this season is over.  
15 Jul 20 by member: Tosh Melody
There is A time for everything. A time for different colors: sadness, happyness... A time for the rain and the next time will be the time of your life...Never give up.🔥 Tomorrow, your next love, will ring at your door! 💫💐🧡🍭🌠 
16 Jul 20 by member: Althya
So sorry for your troubles Tosh. This pandemic magnifies our difficulties. (((HUGS))) 
16 Jul 20 by member: shirfleur 1
I had a 8 months relationship and we broke up. But its okay dont worry! I was so sad when we broke up and i thought that this sadness never will be gone. But after 36 day (today) i feel so normal. I mean i still look our messages and photos etc. But not as first days... and i know that this will be end too. So, i mean just wait. Just wait and know that this sadness will be gone! 
16 Jul 20 by member: su için
You’ve got this! One day at a time and before you know it, you will look back and realize it was the best thing to happen to you. You have strength you haven’t tapped into yet. Food doesn’t have to be crutch but a new experience. Spice things up with new fresh recipes! 
16 Jul 20 by member: MeWestlake
I feel you tosh. as much as it hurts it's temporary and finding you is the best thing you can do. be kind to yourself. if u need anything reach out for help. I currently have a similar situation but won't post it here anymore. people can be people. but just know it does get better. and this too shall pass. seems easy for me to say and I hope in no way I'm being un supportive or insensitive. just know we care and are about your best interest.  
16 Jul 20 by member: one.point.O
Stay strong, love. You deserve to feel your best. Just take it one day at a time and do your best. Allow time for healing. 💖 
16 Jul 20 by member: newnamewhodis
Jcmama thanks bud I should have known better. Surely I can be better matched with someone. HuGGs Shirfleur1 ...Suićin glad ur feeling better...I had to deleted EVERYTHING and get rid of all evidence of our relationship in order to move on today is like 1 week no contact! Sometimes I feel good sometimes I feel like shit...my sister is staying another week she doesn't think I'm ready to be alone! Mr.Westlake thank u I actually do believe that much I got some more fight in me. thanks for saying that touched me and also Althya poetically flexing noyce! One.point.O sorry to hear your going through something similar. People are soooo PPL! I hear u on that oh well get it brother! Newnamewhodis I rolled that around in my head all day thanks 
16 Jul 20 by member: Tosh Melody
Joelmel🖖 Br_e_co👋🙂 
16 Jul 20 by member: Tosh Melody
Don't be sorry for me really. It's made me a better man and dad. Just know your not alone in anything and we're all here rooting for you.  
17 Jul 20 by member: one.point.O
You are making great progress. A partner is an wonderful adjunct to the happiness in your life, but YOU have to be happy within yourself first. 
19 Jul 20 by member: Kenna Morton
True, Kenna! Well said! On the bright side- at least you are losing and not eating everything in sight!  
19 Jul 20 by member: davidsprincess

     
 

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