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11 March 2015

11 March 2015

took only 1/2 of the pill
give me headaches and anxiousness
by late noon I feel lethargic
no can do

anyways today no pills

been praying a lot

Monday when I went out to do errands seen a lady in a wheelchair and no legs
I felt shame that I'm on greatful and agitated because my knee has been acting up it does cause pain ,, Lord forgive me is what came to my heart even though it's painful and pop pop pops all the time
I have a leg ,, it worked on me all day
Lord give me a greatful heart forgive my bad
attitude ,, refresh my spirit according to your will

anyways it was very humbling <3

self pity is a very bad spirit ,, ya sometimes its ok to feel bad about something but not stay in it

Love ya Lord your Amazing I Love ya thanks for pointing this out to me
Love ya Dolores Lynn even when I act like a baby sometimes

Praying for my FS Family that you're well
have a blessed day <3

09 March 2015

08 March 2015

223.2 lbs

the reason I haven't changed the 209 were my weigh in is ,, it encourages me to what I have done and can do again .
was sorta of a lazy day today ,

my husband <3 Joe B <3 & I cleaned some of the apt
I did some paper work thats my job but it was sorta of a lazy day
Happy to spend time with him

my oldest daughter and I are talking more and I offered to watch the kids this wednesday while she goes to the VA

she allowed me to explain my side of things

seen my reg Dr about a week ago and he asked how I was doing on being depressed ((( I so hate that word )) and I told him 50/50 he asked if I stared taking the pills he gave me for it I said no ,, I always believed that I should be able to make up my own mind about how I think ,,, casting crap out ,, my oldest daughter said mom take them so yesterday I did I have a log book on when I take it and how it makes me feel did give me more energy and less of an appetite , I think it gave me a headache
not feeling 100 % great about taking them but while I'm off work I mys well use this time to see if they will help and I'm going to get some counseling apparently I need it ,, I have way more not been an up beat happy go lucky positive person and I haven't been for awhile


any who I praise the Lord for this day
Love ya Lord <3
Love ya Dolores Lynn
Praying for my FS Family that your well and doing your best to take care of your body ,, if I were to rate me on that it wouldn't be so great Lord I need help <3 in caring more <3 have a blessed day to all <3

01 March 2015

doing much better today
then yesterday
thanks for all the support ,, I'm so greatful
I felt lead to text her and said I was thinking of her and I prayed all was well ..I Loved her & her family she texted back ,, then she let her guard down and called me we had fun .. I didn't bring up anything it was very good feeling to talk to her I love her so <3 its very common for me to text the kids and say thinking of ya love ya <3
so My husband & I had a great day we cleaned out our vehicles and parking area we live in apt ,, last time we had a bad storm we didn't clean out right away ,, that was a big mistakes as it melted and refrozen so this time we already got it all done there isn't an oz of snow on our vehicles and our drive looks great ,, got stuck last time as missed my am rout wasn't happy at all
Praise you Lord for all the awesome peps who supported me during my heart hurting bless them big time
love too yous <3 each and every one <3 sweet dreams <3 another day bites the dust <3 I made mexican food yummy <3 and a very low call key lime pie from WW ,, back to work tomorrow <3


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