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28 February 2015

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
sometimes I dont want to be needed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes I want to do just what I want to do with out feeling like I'm letting others down ,,
Granddaughter wants me to baby set today I dont want to
at least right now !!
sinces I got up I have been cleaning haven't eaten yet ,, its very cold out my back has been killing me lately i'm gonna do my back exercises in a few those do help believe it or not haven't done them lately
then I want to go lay down

my oldest daughter blew a gasket at me about 2 weeks ago ... I watched my grandson's one 8 y one 5 y about a month ago she brought them over at 6:30 pm I played with them and the dog for about an hour throwing the balls ,then we watched what Jacob 8 year old wanted for a hour
then the tiredness came on me at 8:30 pm like clockwork
so I made a bed on the couch for my 8 year old
my husband stays up all night watching tv cause he works nights
so I reminded my husband be careful what ya watch theres 8 year old eyes and ears next to ya <3 my husband is really good about that <3
took the 5 year old with me ,, asked him to pick out a DVD movie he wanted to watch garfield so I put that in and was getting comfy and Ben 5 year old started crying I want my momma ... so I called there Mom up
( my oldest daughter ) the one that supports me most of the time !!
( she is working on her masters degree for being a special Ed teacher and works full time being a teacher's aid and has 3 boys to care for full time and two stepchildren the other half of the time so she has a lot on her plate ,, I had gotten sick about 6 weeks ago that lasted for almost 4 weeks ,, I was supposed to watch her kids about 3 weeks ago on a sunday so she could help my son move , she said her back hurt her so she was gonna go to the library and study ,, but I shared with her my fear of getting the kids sick (( I had seen lots of people at work bus drivers and kids on the bus having the same thing so I thought it was catchy she went crazy on me ...and verbally attacked me ,, been in the dumps over it since then off and on ,, I give it to the lord than and be ok for awhile then ,, I will start worry about it ! so then I start praying again.
some of the things she said was severely hurtful
she was upset because she said I didn't play with the boys when they came over
to spend the night about 2 months ago
I tried to tell her we did and she said the boys said I didn't ,,, O M G
and she said I would rather give them food them spend time with them OH my not true ,, I have a place where I keep chips exc I give then 1-2 NO MORE any given time they come ,, I'm not senile , and I dont believe they should be allowed snacks all day
so she post on FB a post where she does love me but doesn't like me ..
what did I do ..........
go to walmart buy her a valentine lady bug flower and my son in love and ice coffee then drive to my son in loves work gave him $ 25.00 to buy dinner for her and the kids so she doesn't have to cook that night ,, no acknowledgement of either ,, the older I get it seems so much harder
one part of me says she is stressed out

oh trust me she said a whole lot more ,, any who ,,
sorry Im bummed out

anyways

praying your world is doing better
have a blessed day
somewhere along the line I learned that for a moment food brings comfort but in the long run more sorry
Love ya Lord
Love ya Dolores Lynn
Praying lord I get out of this funk...

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27 February 2015

so far lost 6 lbs dont want to change my weigh in amount its my goal again got up to 226 yes I did ,,, wow after all that hard work

so I was 220 yesterday
Love ya Lord
Love ya Dolores Lynn
Praying for my FS Family that your well
have a blessed day <3

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24 February 2015

I hate being cold cold please go away

had to go the physical therapy today the plastic disc has moved out of its place ... grrrrrrrrrr <3

been a good day
I Love my husband <3
Love the Lord
Love ya Dolores Lynn

Praying my FS family are doing well
sweet dreams

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23 February 2015

ya there <3 I have been watching YOU TUB on eating ,,, more veg fruit excit all kinds of shows on eating and losing and its gearing me up to thinking better and eating better I know I know I have a far ways to go ,,,, but I'm mentally feeling better I will eat what I have bought can't afford to through it all out ,,but my mind set is feeling better

any who
Love ya Lord
Love ya Dolores Lynn <3
Got to see one of the twins today yaaaaaaaa & my great granddaughter yahoooo
she calls me Granny goose <3

was so much fun <3

going to physical therapy tomorrow hmmm not sure how doing this is gonna moved the slipped plastic disc back into place but hey what do I know ?? any who
Sweet dreams to all MY FS Family I Pray your well <3 Gods Blessings <3 peace out <3

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21 February 2015

it's been a pretty good day my husband and I did our house chores together,, trying to keep track of my food and I'm journaling those are all good things .I got to talk to my oldest daughter today she was very angry with me about 2 weeks ago that's great ,,me and my son are doing great he's clean , prasie God .it is my twin granddaughters birthday today they are 22 they are my son's daughter's they both are using drugs & lie & steal a lot they cant be trusted I'm so used to taking them out to dinner or something for their birthdays so that's sad ,I have said a prayer for them today . I love them very much..
I Love You Lord
I love you too Dolores lynn
and I'm praying for my FatSecret family that you're well hope you have some sweet dreams..😁

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