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16 January 2015

when i was a small child I loved the rollercoaster my Dad & I

dont like them so much now at almost 63
Life has been a huge rooercoaster as of late more on the ups then the downs I praise the Lord for that
I do see for a fact more then not when Im not eating right or even down mentally I dont get on here as I get negative and not only do others not like it ,,,, I dont like it I feel some times helpless and a downer and I dont want to be that person <3 I do still Love me I just dont like me so much <3
anywho wore my meter lately got past 5000 steps the other day was so pleased with myself

today went to the gym been going more then not yaaaaaaahooo <3
Im very excited my Son graduated from Drug rehab yesterday ,, he is moving in with me & Husband who is ok with it too <3 till he see's what the court will do the 4th of feb they dropped the drug charge's he had because a joint was in his car

the 2 domestic charges one from his wife and one from his daughter
both daughter and wife dropped the charges ,, but the state wont ,,, here is the kicker after all what happened and I stuck up 100 % for my Daughter in Love ,,, she came to me 2 weeks latter to tell me half the things she said was a lie to the polices O M G noooooo
yes she said cryng to me
there soon to be 22 year old daughter has been living with them since she was 18 years old ,, had a little girl who is now 3 years old has gotten hooked on drugs and she dint want her granddaughter to go to DFS this is what the two (( MY SON & DAUGHTER IN LOVE )) have been fighting over not a little pot but hard core drugs

but its all out in the open now ... Glen has own up to his copping out and anger my Daughter In Love has owned up to her covering up enabling and they both are getting professional help <3 yahooo <3
but my granddaughter nos her number is up she is going nuts
not only is she afraid of losing her daughter but losing a place to live
My Daughter in Love and my Son are welling to help there granddaughter for sure ,, but want there daughter to go to drug rehab to and she is fighting it and trying to cause all kinds of trouble big time <3 breathingggggg <3
I have wittinessed Gods power on them many our Praying for the family and ya can see it ,, it truly is amazing <3 I keep saying Dolores Lynn no matter up or down TAKE CARE OF YOUR GIFT YOUR BODY ,, some days I do and some days its like a twinky well fix it ,,,,, and I know it wont ,,,

Sorry I haven't stated in touch
some of your are so seemingly perfect,, down down down they go on the scale and I just give up and get overwhelmed I seemed to always come back ,,, well MY PRAYER FOR THIS YEARS IS FOR ME TO STOP THIS ,, i WANT TO BE CONSISTENT ... Please Lord <3 I want to respect the body God has given me <3
Praying yous are well when I get a chances

es I want to read the post to see how yous are doing God Bless ya Much <3

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08 January 2015

had to stay home form work
not feeling well

going back to bed

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07 January 2015

Very good day
1600 steps

loged my food

was very greatful

went to hospital to be with a dear friend <3 I Call her my Earth Angle she took care of me when I went through chemo not just once in awhile a lot <3

Love ya Lord <3
Love ya Dolores Lynn <3

Praying My FS Family are doing well

<3 sweet dreams <3

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06 January 2015

I Did My Best To Care today
2600 steps 30 mins at the gym

logged my food in

time to go rest

love ya Lord Love ya Dolores Lynn <3

Praying that My FS Family are well
Peace out <3 sweet dreams <3

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05 January 2015

steps 2500
went to the gym
feels great

my Son & his family are on the right track
Praising God for that

some days I miss doing FS
I miss all the GREAT Folks on here for sure

I haven't been truly motivated to do what I know I need to do ..
that makes me bad at myself
I want to be back on the wagon again .. Lord forgive me
I said when I first stared this it was about self Love practices it
...

said I wouldn't ever do that again
and I know I have gained about 6 lbs
Guess I have to Love me even when I dont feel like doing right
eating right and exercising I shouldn't get tired of doing right
I saw others faithfully losing and they put the work in they deserved it ,,, am i JUST too lazy who knows but for today I tired to care and it felt good Love to yous FS Family <3
Love ya Dolores Lynn even when your to tired to care
I do ask for the Lords help because that is were I do get help from <3 sweet dreams <3 to all <3

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