dreamcatcher10's Journal, 11 Mar 15

unless it's a vitamin/hormone, don't take the pills! pills are the worst. american society relies way too much on meds and it's killing us.  

tried putting a picture in but it didn't work ?? have done before !! anywho LindaLee I sure appreciate you support ,, I drive a school buss and I will not do anything that would cause me to not stay 100000 % focused I would die if I hurt a child ,, I just need to accept the reality of were my life is not what I want it to be at this time I need to grow a pair of B---s I must By the grace of God <3 Thanks so so Much for your Prayers I sure covet them ,, wish I could say I will do no process foods ,, ,,, not sure that well happen nay time soon but have done in the past ,,and have done high protein low carbs have done ,,, God Bless ya for you support <3 have a blessed day <3  

I know it's personal, but what are the pills for? 

antidepressant Venlafaxine 37.5mg I only took one in the am (( and was to take another one in the evening could hardly handle the am no way could I take the pm ,,been down off and on after cancer treatment did fairly well and used walking to get back my energy that chemo stole from me was amazing at how well I did ,, last chemo 9 2012 went into remission 11-2-12 wnet back to work as a bus driver 11-13-12 very very weak so I stared a walikng / exercise routine literally started at 10 mins every other day that is all I could do on a elliptical machine then I worked my way up to 45 mins so one day gym then one day mall walking was so so so Proud of myself then a lady friend and I were walking in the mall 9 2013 and my left knee gave out kept trying but couldn't was dragging my left leg as the pain was so sever went to a knee specialist and he said stop all exercising I was devastated wow no way the exercising gave me hope and stamina was feeling my CHEERIOS then to be told no stop so depressing sat in Had my total knee replaced in June 4th the pain was severe the worst I had ever had worked my way through that ,, my knee was better but would not stop popping as I walked and the more I walked the louder the popping was and pain taking tramadol daily 2 in the evening , so I went back to the knee specialist they took xrays and said the plastic between the knee has moved out of place and I'm now going through physical therapy again . I have to lay on back and roll a ball across the wall and it pops going up the wall and down the wall and then another one were I lay on my back and with the ball between my feet go up and down popping all the way my mind says this is crazy now water therapy ok ,,, I need to accept the process and stop being a bull headed fart !!! seeing the lady in the wheelchair really yanked on my heart and put me into my place and I asked the lord to forgive my stinky attitude ,, get rid of the disappointment and the anger that goes with it this too will pass <3 the lady had lost both of her legs what am I complaining about ?? Pray yous well have a blessed day <3