Honesty is the best policy:
Good morning everyone,
I feel the need to explain this morning so that I may begin to understand more about myself....
Im in the need to take this step now and expose myself to get beyond where I am on this journey of mine.
I am aware that I come back here on the FS site usually late winter realizing Ive gained weight and need to restart..
I hit the floor here running...so full of positive energy... a true cheerleader... with this come on we can do this attitude...do I believe it... yes I do.... and do I have this positive attitude ...yes I do...
(BUT)...Lets be truly honest....I return here for around 4 or 5 months... cheering you on...cheering me on...getting the results that I want... getting my fix and then I check out..
Im here to inform you that being really honest …. that I, in no way... shape... or form ...feel that Im even close to most here...
The phenomenal courage I see here daily with all of the hard work it takes...the true dedication that it takes... and the complete commitment it takes....
I am exposing myself to learn and not to be hard or critical of myself …
I love many things about me and this isn't a post that you should feel the need to go and pick me up or make her feel better...its a learning moment for me ...
I wont learn if I don't understand it... also if I don't take time and make it known how I feel towards the real hard work and dedication it takes to be a person like this...
Im not even close to the stars that I see shine here...
but maybe being close enough to the stars here I will one day understand just
what it takes to shine on my own...
Maybe one day....
Good morning my shining stars...thank you for letting me bask under you light here while Im searching for my own also a heart felt thank you for the support...
it is appreciated...;)
