SOULFUL SUNDAY:
As some of you are aware from yesterdays post that after 313 days I have returned..
For some who were not on and are curious whats going on with me...
I had gained 15 lbs since last year...worried.. no...upset...no...I was truly aware of what I was doing, (you get what you settle for)
This is an on going pattern of mine for years now ...
I will lose weight for summer...leave my goal for late fall and winter..repeat. and basically go crazy with the consumption of foods during that time....
lesson that I need to grasp honestly is this a lifestyle instead of a quick fix for the vanity of summer and for my apparel to fit nicely.
I began this Monday... but just returned Saturday on the site...
Last year when I returned I was 156 lbs. and shed myself to 130 lbs.
As of Monday I was 145 lbs. and heading towards the 130 lbs again..my most comfortable weight is at 135 lbs.
I did leave the site because of many reasons and here are a few:
1. I am an person who enjoys being outdoors as much as possible and I love the warmer weather so Im outside when its nice being busy in the garden, doing landscaping etc. so there was less time for me to be on here.
2. I felt great after the wt. loss and I didnt feel I needed to continue on the site...(huge mistake) so must learn from others who know the true meaning of goal commitment.
Other reasons:
3. I will not discuss this with you but I will relay to all of you who are curious that Im a very honest and friendly person...
if I send my love or am caring towards anyone here on FS it is purely a platonic type friendship and not to be misunderstand as anything else...
I dont tolerate mean people, trolls or phony friends at all so if you do want to PM me feel free to do so... BUT
ALL only genuine friendships are welcome... I will not fall into the speaking negative about others... so if this is your thing dont waste my time....
I care about all of the people here on FS ..well...not unless you fall in the negative category.
Im very supportive and like to enjoy and joke around with my friends..
Im very kind to all.. not unless provoked the well then my attitude is
(dont start none ..wont be none...)
I also dont approve of bullies ..
Im here to assist and definitely to learn from others here...to make new friends along the way of reaching my goals... plus continue my friendships and my love for my friends that I have been lucky to find hear during my other journey here.
I do want to take some time to thank all of the warm and loving welcome back messages yesterday..
I felt very moved by it all and felt bad that I was so selfish to not inform my true friends that I was leaving...
Also all the new friends I made yesterday Im honored to meet you and would love to continue our friendship...
Its important for me to relay that we are all here for the same reason to feel better and reach our personal goals and I personally feel that all here...
no matter what goal that they may choose for themselves should be accepted.. Im not here to judge... Im here to learn and be supportive and I do accept all as my FS friends/family ..
Well all the kind, supportive, and honest ones...
You all have a Soulful Sunday and be kind to all...stay positive.. be supportive and accepting of others..
Have a productive week towards your journey...love and my support to you..see you in the posts xoxoxo ;)
