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Ok, almost everyone's advice irl is to ignore the texts that I got this week from the Farmer. I am trying something new, therefore, which is to listen to other people's advice and not just the one person who said what I wanted to hear. My theory is that I have a lot to do to get myself in order before I move to being someone else's partner and that if a man around 60-years old is interested in me, he will pursue me. Which is a new thing for me. I usually don't wait.
Anywho, the stress is causing me to feel depressed that no one will ever have enough interest and that is giving me some mild anxiety attacks which I am trying to squelch with ice cream. Been keeping it together by limiting calories somewhat, but the lack of proper nutrients must be making this a vicious cycle where I feel more depressed because I am missing vitamins which makes me more depressed etc.
Going to dance tonight - should be cooled off a little, and maybe some of my friends will be there.
One more day til Friday!
View Diet Calendar, 06 September 2018:
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1111 kcal
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Fat: 71.12g | Prot: 61.13g | Carbs: 55.30g.
Breakfast: Roasted Broiled or Baked Chicken Thigh (Skin Eaten), Ranch Salad Dressing, Cream Cheese, Broccoli, Ken's Steak House Lite Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing, Whole Milk. Lunch: Kirkland Signature Stir-Fry Vegetable Blend, Kirkland Signature Bacon Bits, Firm Silken Tofu. Snacks/Other: Whipped Cream (Pressurized), Ice Cream, Emerald Smoked Almonds. more...
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