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Wow. This has been a tough week. You know those days when you find out that you're all kinds of messed up where you thought you were ok inside? And it surprises you and it's messy and frustrating and you know you'll be ok eventually but sure as hell that's not today? Yeah. That's been my week. Fortunately/unfortunately, wherever we go, there we are. We take ourselves with us to work, to relationships, to life.
Now, within this week, I've also found out that my boss is beyond patient with my journey through this messy emotional brokenness crap and he's willing to make me grow and deal with my stumbles and messy stuff while I learn. He won't give me the answers which I know is good for me but I hate. He guides me to figure it out. As tough as he is and comes across to others, he's an encourager and I don't know if he sees that. He asked me if I've ever heard him say he's disappointed in me (no). He said the only reason he was even a little disappointed with yesterday was that I didn't stand up for myself in the meeting and let them run over me. And it's a learning experience. Of course, that made me cry (and still does).
Yup. Blessed and here for a reason.
Have a good day buddies...
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82.1 kg
Lost so far: 23.1 kg.
Still to go: 16.3 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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View Diet Calendar, 13 February 2016:
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2070 kcal
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Fat: 114.03g | Prot: 103.87g | Carbs: 168.24g.
Breakfast: Coffee, Whole Foods Market Stevia. Lunch: Blueberry Muffins, Perkins Restaurant Everything Omelette. Dinner: Hush Puppy, Broccoli, Fried Battered Fish. Snacks/Other: Jif To Go Creamy Peanut Butter, Frito-Lay Munchies Salted Peanuts (Package). more...
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Losing 9.5 kg a Week
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