|
Yesterday, was so funny as I thought I only had two weeks until the fourth of December and was elated that I have three! I don't know exactly what is going on but find it amusing. It is either something that happens when we age or those scientists did something when they were messing with that Accelerator thingy at the Lawrence Livermore Lab! My how time seems to slip away into the future at an accelerated rate! I don't need to be thinking my way through the years even faster lol!
Typically this is a difficult time of the year for me as it is when I thought I lost the most precious woman who loved me and taught me about love, My Mother Patricia. I have learned to celebrate her rather then mourn her. I'm living my life with love and I am healing myself. As I shed my layers of protection that my past self has built I am becoming a pillar of strength as doubt,fear and negativity is disappearing and hope, faith and appreciation of my life is emerging. You see, I am thankful for all the love I have been gifted in my life and marvel at how many people I truly love and how it grows and has been increasing at the speed of light. If there is not such a thing as a hearafter I am okay with this for I know Love. Peace be with you and yours. Be kind to yourself and others and with Love let's light up the path for others as we find our way home at this very moment....TOWANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
68.5 kg
Lost so far: 19.1 kg.
Still to go: 7.3 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
|
View Diet Calendar, 11 November 2010:
|
1536 kcal
|
Fat: 55.09g | Prot: 87.20g | Carbs: 185.56g.
Breakfast: Kashi Harvest mini wheats, bread, strawberry jelly, egg. Lunch: pumpkin, milk, Elite. Dinner: carrots, potatoes, pot roast. Snacks/Other: mini cupcake. more...
|
Gaining 3.2 kg a Week
|
 Comments
I read all what you wrote several times...I'm trying to be like you.After all,its all learning experience,you told me this before...
11 Nov 10 by member: lotus2009
|
November is a difficult month for me as well as my dear grandmother passed away. Let us remember them with joy for the wonderful people they were and the love and happiness they brought to our lives and the lives of those they touched.
11 Nov 10 by member: chattycathy1955
|
"Youth has no age." ~ Pablo Picasso. He makes me proud to be Spanish...except some of his work is too bizarre for me, lol. ;-) I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your mother, Lisa. Was it very recently? I truly beleive she is in a world better than this one, beyond the limits of time and space, eternally HAPPY and saving a place for you!!! She is with you always. ;-) Thank you for being a light on my path. Here's to faith, hope, and appreciation of our lives as they emerge!!! TOWANDA!!!!!
11 Nov 10 by member: Bible Bliss
|
I knew memories fade and if I didn't write it down I probably would discount it as a coincedence or wishful thinking..but it happened, and it was beautiful that I was able to receive such a gift that day my life changed and never would be the same but that happens every day now. Her Anniversary is this coming Saturday on the 13th of November and I will retype the story for I am ready to share even though it may seem Bizarre to the reader. TOWANDA!!!
11 Nov 10 by member: Lisa Online
|
I can't wait to read your story this Saturday! I've always thought we had an uncanny synchronicity in our paths here on FS.
11 Nov 10 by member: cocobutt
|
I find time seems to slip away faster and faster every year doesn't it? November seems to be a difficult time for many of us on FS, I am sorry for your loss but I am looking forward to you sharing the story on saturday.
11 Nov 10 by member: pixidaisy
|
It's a beautiful piece of writing Lisa. There is nothing like a mother; but, there are also things beyond. Love you! :-)
11 Nov 10 by member: information
|
Cheers buddies, and thank all of you for your support and friendship. The journey into the heart is our future, it is the healing each of us longs for and our only way onward and upward as Adaram says so well. You say you want it then make it happen with Movement toward wholeness, integrity, and compassion. Towanda!!!
11 Nov 10 by member: Lisa Online
|
Oh I forgot.... "To Infinity and Beyond!" Towanda!!!!!!!
11 Nov 10 by member: Lisa Online
|
Very beautiful, Lisa....your mom must have been a very special lady!
11 Nov 10 by member: ctlss
|
| |
|
|
| |
Submit a Comment
You must sign in to submit a comment. Click here to sign in.
|
|
|
Lisa Online's Weight History
|