jcmama777's Journal, 01 Sep 19

looks yummy! 😋 

Beautiful!! 

I love pho. that looks great 

Thanks friends😊💕, late dinner for hubby and I. Kids all fed, nephew is sleeping over and hubby started making ramen😩 ok I may have been busy online doing 2 different psychology classes and taking care of kids including our nephew and spending adult time with brother in law and hubby... no plan ramen here. Only regret, not having rice noodles.  

What’s really annoying when a after all that, getting on here and taking note of my PDF question, like just now and hubby wants to say” oh you’re on your phone again “ I haven’t even been on it at all today 😩😞. Fall back boo, first of all I asked for help on an assignment and second, I took care of the kids including our nephew like dinner and pajamas. Pissed off. Like this place is the reason I have learned life long habits, brain and belly connections, changed everything and dropped mad weight and like he is mad? Just venting. He is super supportive of my weight loss and has been eating like me from the get. Just annoying as he talks to people from work, after work. Ewwww and I made the ramen, 💣, like legit restaurant style.  

Looks Great!!  

Ah JC. Hugs to you. Sounds like a lot was done tonight.  

I can’t believe I just vented like that about my hubby. I’m very open and shared many personal issues with my sister and drug addiction and taking my nieces in and having my nephew on weekends. Now BIL moved out of my sisters and he needed to. So much going on and working overtime and 3 college courses.. But first time I vented about hubby. I guess I needed to.  

You needed to vent and you felt like this was a safe and supportive place to do it. That's a good thing. You seem like a very strong woman. You have a lot on your plate but you got this.  

I think, as well as I thought I handled everything, it’s still very raw and a lot has happened and my sister isn’t better not one bit. I’m not on FB, besides friends at work... close friends, this is my place, my outlet. And I don’t even share everything here. At least not the recent updates. I still have to parent and wife and do school for RN, and try to be the best mommy, wife, aunt, daughter, sister in-law, employee, co worker and I’m tired because not everything needs to be shared. But this is a safe place for me. I’m very overwhelmed.  

3camica3 you responded the same time I did. You’re right. This is my safe place. As much as I love FS I’m withholding because it’s a fat loss support group. And it’s not always so nice on here in respects to others and it just felt inappropriate to let out things at this point. I just have too much on the inside that has nothing to do with the WOE battles that are so old. I think it’s easy to forget why we battle with foods or not eating them. This place changed my life, in a good way and I shouldn’t have to apologize for being on my phone when I do so much.  

I just let so much out over a picture of dinner, that he enjoyed and is passed out and I haven’t touched yet. Sorry guys, I am letting everything hit me and no one needs a downer. Truth, I was wanting to vent 2 weeks ago when I went private for a minute and held so much in.  

It wasn’t dippy eggs, but, 2 poached eggs.  

I got curious about pho thanks to your amazing photo. It seems easy to adapt it into a vegetarian dish 👌😃 

Looks so good! 

Looks delicious. 

I understand, not everyone here is as supportive as we'd like but most people here are great. The thing is, keeping stuff bottled up can make you want to overeat especially if you are like me (super emotional and I eat when I'm in my feelings, working on that). So this really isn't a bad place to vent. Everything is connected. BTW, I don't think you were being a downer. You seem to be very busy, over worked and overwhelmed. You deserve time for you even if that is coming here. Your hubby will come around in time. We are not all happy all the time. I'm not sure why, online, we try to act put out when people have down moments instead of being supportive. It's a new day! You survived yesterday! You got this!  

♥️😘💕 thanks . I’m all good lol. Venting is definitely good.  

This was really really delicious 😋.  

Yummmm!!