jcmama777's Journal, 27 Apr 19

Selfies are not always associated with narcissist. A good old selfie never hurt anyone (unless your stupid enough to take one over the freaking Grand Canyon :( ) Anyways, I am not on FB. I gave that up a year and 1/2 ago. I will tell you it feels damn good to have lost 43 pounds!! I am sooooo close to wedding weight. What I started to realize was wow my clothes fit way better to damn, I actually am seeing the loss in my tummy and you omg I am no longer ashamed to walk around our bedroom with a bra and pajama pants. So here are my "tease" pics #keyten77. The doctor I work with said "JC, I was looking at you in the morning meeting and thought to myself... "wait..what??, she is looking good!" Then proceeded to ask how much I lost. I told him 43 pounds. He said..." You are coming back now aren't you" with a smile. I am basically 7 pounds over the weight I was when I started there 9 years ago. I have lost my father to cancer during that time, mental health issues with psych ward issued to another close family member, getting pregnant with my youngest, dealing with his diagnosis of Autism to becoming his biggest advocate, years of prednisone which caused massive weight gain all nine years, almost dying last year at this time with acute respiratory failure due to flu and back to back pneumonias, personal issues and dealing with my sister going through drug addiction to the point of us taking in our nieces and having our nephew a few weekends a month. SO YES I AM BACK...BUT I AM NO WHERE NEAR DONE!!! I am damn proud of these selfies. I can't wait until I reach goal. For those who stayed confident at your heaviest, I salute you. I was confident of being a good mother and wife, but not in the way I felt about myself.

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1943 kcal

Fat: 35.81g | Prot: 56.95g | Carbs: 75.90g.   Breakfast: Cinnamon , Folgers Classic Roast Medium Coffee, Turmeric (Ground), Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Almond Cashew Blend, Pure Blends Avocado Oil Buttery Spread, Brunswick Anchovies - Flat Fillets in Olive Oil, Pepperoni and Sausage Pizza, Powerade Zero Mixed Berry (20 oz). Lunch: Dasani Bottled Water (16.9 oz), Lipton Diet Mixed Berry Green Tea (Bottle). Dinner: Heinz HomeStyle Gravy Savory Beef, Kraft Singles White American Cheese Slices, Meat Loaf. Snacks/Other: Natural Ice Beer, Utz Pork Rinds. more...