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Avg. for the past 7 weigh-ins. I think it's honest to say I am indifferent about doing what I should be doing to lose weight. I am not committed (obviously). I don't care to come up with strategies or plan anything out ahead of time. When I do think about putting any energy into working out a plan, I don't want to bother. It sure does sound like I have given up, although I tell myself I haven't and it doesn't feel like I have. I may be just in denial. What is different this time about not succeeding, is that I don't feel bad or like a failure. Not real sure what's going on, but maybe there are other lessons to learn, before I can finally figure out the self-care issue. If this comes across as negative, I don't mean it to be, just putting my thoughts on here. Still pondering. ❤️
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76.4 kg
Lost so far: 2.9 kg.
Still to go: 6.1 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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View Diet Calendar, 11 September 2022:
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567 kcal
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Fat: 20.24g | Prot: 34.70g | Carbs: 67.90g.
Breakfast: Chiriaco Summit Peach Preserves, Dave's Killer Bread 21 Whole Grains & Seeds Thin-Sliced, Dunkin' Donuts Coffee with Cream. Lunch: Figs , Mozzarella Fresca Fresh Mozzarella, Nature Sweet Cherub Tomatoes. Dinner: Tree Top Natural Apple Sauce, Beef Liver. more...
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Gaining 0.0 kg a Week
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So, I came outside to do some gardening. The sunshine, fresh air and tending to my garden always helps me get out of my funk. As I was finishing up, I heard some little squeaking cries and a fawn came running by. It's mother and twin are in our neighbor's yard. The mama comes to the fence and the fawn meets her there, but is still too young to jump and join it's family. Mama moves on and baby is still in our yard, trying to figure things out. I believe in signs. This has never happened so clise to me. The fawn got about 15 feet from me and I was talking to it, saying it was going to okay and they will figure it out. Being separated from my mother was my biggest fear when I was young. Two years ago I experienced that final worldly separation. That little paniced fawn will figure things out. And so will I.
11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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Awww Becky. I want to cry now. You WILL figure it out. I’m here to chat if I can help in any way or just listen. 💝🌺
11 Sep 22 by member: wifey9707
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Wifey, I just wrote out a long reply and lost it. It wasn't meant to be posted here. Thank you for your friendship. I am fine, so please no crying for me. ❤️
11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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Becky I just replied to you. 💝
11 Sep 22 by member: wifey9707
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11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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I know how you feel. I think we just get in a rut once in awhile. I am a little encouraged that while I am not losing weight right now, I am not gaining. Just up a pound or two then back down a pound or two. I keep telling myself once it's not so hot outside, or smoky, then I can start walking again. When I walk I tend to eat the way I should. Just keep trying.
11 Sep 22 by member: Fritzy 22
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Thank you dear Fritzy. ❤️ I am trying to do a little bit each day, but some days are inside days and I must have alternatives for days when I am not feeling well. The hardest days are when I am not feeling good physically and unsorted emotions decide to join in. 😒 Yes, keep on trying is the key.
11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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We're here for you now and we'll be here for you when you're ready to step back on the path. Sometimes we just lose our way for a while. Wishing you Peace and Joy and Love.
11 Sep 22 by member: shirfleur 1
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Thank you Shir. 💕 Your support and encouragement means a lot to me.
11 Sep 22 by member: _bec_ca
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