Dreams
I know we all dream, its perfectly normal. Its good as we can process what is going on through the day. Its a copping mechanism. But sometimes these dreams are damm right disturbing and they seem to stay with you, not just for a day. I prefer the ones where I wake up, shake my head, think that was weird, and forget what it was all about!!
Friday night I dreamed the following: I needed my asthma inhaler(I haven't used it in month!) and I inhaled so powerful that I got it lodged halfway down my windpipe. I was trying to alert my mum but as I was doing so, it slipped further down and now I am choking. Then I woke up, coughing :(
Saturday night: Its weigh in time. James(my PT) is trying make me step on the scales. After a while I oblige. There is a big digital board above my head and it keeps flashing in 'the Biggest Loser' style and then settles on my starting weight. I see the disappointment in James face just before I wake up.
I didn't sleep much last night. The rain lashing against the window and the wind howling the house kept me a bit on edge.
Glad the weekend is over. I did eat a bit too much. We had friends over and no matter how hard I try, with wine and a 3 course meal.....I do eat too much. At least I didn't have any cheese and biscuits afterwards.
Thanks to the clocks going back I could drive to work in daylight. It won't last long and I can't wait for the winter solstice.
BTW: can we cancel christmas this year? At least the whole commercial Hubhub around it.