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Feeling the weight lifting still, and it is clear that I am really out of shape - should get into a class tomorrow or Tuesday so I can get on my way to keeping on track. Still bummed out about everything. I am a person who hates to spend money, but it looks like spending is the only way I can get out of this hole - and not a lot of money, but now I am spending out of a single person's allotment, and that is doubly painful. Now I am on my own, and now I have to spend to repair the damage done by the former partnership.
I have to go back to work tonight - I'll catch up on journals then. The heat and humidity are so oppressive - I do not look forward to working at all. Maybe this week I'll switch back to day schedule. There might be 24 hour work going on, so that would make it easier to inspect during the day. The ongoing saga.
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Oh Abba ... do hang in there!! You sound down. The oppressive heat doesn't help I am certain. Baby steps. Baby steps. Take each step, one at a time and try not to put too much meaning into the moments ... you are a good woman, you are worth taking the time to feel at peace with yourself and your journey. So many of us here care for you. Please care for yourself and be kind to yourself!!
18 Jul 10 by member: madaboutmoose
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hot hot hot- it sure is. makes us feel slow and groggy----- take some down time and dont over work youself:)
18 Jul 10 by member: Baileyboo
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I understand how you feel. Spending money on stuff like that can be a downer but Abba better days are coming!
18 Jul 10 by member: chattycathy1955
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Sorry to hear see you feeling down about money. Sometimes it feels like it's just hemorrhaging out. I hate that feeling. Like you have no control over anything, and the money keeps leaking, leaking away. Of course it's even more painful for you because it's attached to other feelings. But like Cathy said, better days are coming. Hope you make it to the gym. Sounds like you could really use an exercise-induced endorphin high.
19 Jul 10 by member: beets_yum
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