Rckc's Journal, 13 Oct 16

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Well, husband's vacation did me in. OR I SHOULD say I did myself in. Went all the way up to 165 and am now back to 155. Took about 4 weeks to gain it all. Still went to the gym but ate whatever whenever I wanted.

Did I feel bad? Kinda.

Did it taste good? Yes.

It's almost like looking at someone else when I act like this. Horrible and out of control. Scavenged the cupboards last night and found an old protein bar and a VERY old Atkins bar. Ate both. Did NOT eat the pastry I got for my husband. There were 3 of them and I knew if I ate one, I would eat all.

I started an "arms" program and am in the second week. Using free weights and some machines.

I know I CAN do this, it's the "WILL" that seems to be getting me down...

Feel like crying....:-(

70.3 kg Lost so far: 54.4 kg. Still to go: 8.4 kg. Diet followed: Poorly.

Gaining 0.6 kg a Week

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It is definitely harder if there is no one around you eating the same way. Hang in there! You can do it! And you will!

13 Oct 16 by member: abbadabba

Oh no! Don't cry, it's common to have set backs, you are a human, not a robot. We fall down, get back up and dust ourselves off, it might take a little longer but we do it. The fact that you know you struggled is good. YOU GOT THIS!! Keep up the good work!

13 Oct 16 by member: TarahTotts

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13 (NKJV Bible). Don't give up, you're doing great to keep at it! ^^

13 Oct 16 by member: Meadow Mist

So I'm not the only one who still craves "anything available". I swear i'd eat uncooked pasta if it weren't for my dental crowns. Addiction is hard to overcome. I feel your pain. For me, I'm trying to face the truth that I'll never be able to relax my disciplines for low carbs. I am beginning to see that one bite leads to annihilation. I know tha t I am only one mouthful away from "3 honey dipped doughnuts please." Go with God...🤔

13 Oct 16 by member: Sarah1950

Good job on the pastry. I hate to say it but been there done that. I think you just have to put it behind u and continue on your healthy way! That's what I am doing, today, right now. And yesterday too :-) you can do it u know how for sure!! Hope you have a good day.

13 Oct 16 by member: Mistybenner

We've all been there! Don't cry! Make a new resolve and turn your back on those evil carbs!

14 Oct 16 by member: rhontique


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