davidsprincess's Journal, 11 Jan 24

So I should update you. Got a text from the lady who gave me her sisters number (the new lady I cleaned for). Well…I got another text from the sister last night saying her sister was going to leave the cleaning for now. The bathrooms were a main concern and because they were so clean, she didn’t need me anymore. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣Guess I cleaned them too good and shit myself in the foot. Bahahahaha! Too funny! I was 1.5 hours doing one of the bathrooms it was that bad. 😅 

shot**** 🫢😓 I don’t use that word. Sorry. Worse typo ever. 🫨 

Funny, though, wifey! 

Perhaps she isn't aware that bathrooms need to be cleaned more than once a year. Your "bad" word was nothing compared to what I let slip in front of my son recently. Needed to have my mouth washed out.  

Nice drop!!! 

It was an appropriate misuse of the word since you were referring to cleaning a bathroom! Great story. 

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you go sis!! 

Wow, nice way to thank you for your excellent work! 😜 

Hahaha, Wifey. I love watching cleaning videos and before and afters... it is so satisfying. 

Way to go!😜 

Wifey, loved reading this and laughing out loud. I needed the laugh. Sara, my dear Sara: I haven't written to you over the years that I have been on FS. You have been supportive to me many times. I came to your site to tell you I appreciate your support especially on my last journal of Jan 2nd. I left a message for you there in the middle of a long emotional comment, that I agree with your comment to me but since I wouldn't expect you to go back there at this late date, I just wanted to say thank you. It was funny when Shirl agreed with you. You always seemed so self-confident and frank. Actually that intimidated me a little. I'm old, flabby, and weak, both physically and in other ways too. You are so much younger and are so active with your husband, children, and your exercise. Your life seems like a whirlwind and you are strong and brave to handle it all. I've been mousey, and being old, from a different era, trying to be proper. But I still appreciate you. And here I find on your journal of Dec 30th, you speaking of not posting from embarrassment (I've done that often), embarrassed by your body, and your clothes not fitting, etc. I gained 3 sizes last year and could only wear leggings from my giant wardrobe spanning sizes to accommodate my often 5 size gain one year, and 5 size reduction the next year. But what is even more embarrassing to me is what my body looks like in the mirror in the raw. Regardless of my weight being up or down, I have almost no muscle, my bones are crepe-paper thin, and I've lost almost 4” in height. My weight sounds good on paper but that's not how I look naked. I am down to 5' tall, plus now have a forward tilt most of the time, and look lumpy and fat, naked in the mirror. Without clothes, I look like a short person who lost 100 pounds or more. Sure, the big weight losers, and I can squeeze it into tight jeans like toothpaste but when it's let out, move over. I want to hide from people that exercise and are fit. Especially if they are tough and frank, which you are. But you seem more relatable to me reading your post of Dec 30th. And I'm slowly changing a little. My heart is backing away from being so sensitive. With my husband escalating to physical abuse I feel more betrayed than ever and am putting up walls of emotional self-protection and detaching more. Yes, I'm still wallowing in grief, but the days or moments that I feel stronger, I desire to take some positive steps with the limited strength I have. I came to your site to say thank you. I'm leaving, relating to you as a friend of several years.  

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