CrashtestDawnie's Journal, 03 Sep 22

Well, I wanted to try to get to 185 by my birthday on the 11th but I don’t think I will get there. That’s okay. I am well on my way to my goal weight.
Hope everyone has a great weekend. I am updating my resume.
I’ve been very depressed where I’m at and I am doubting my decision to move here. I didn’t know my parents were going to allow my very dysfunctional, toxic sister to move into the house with me until after I was already here.
I have been dealing with a lot of chaos and mess. I am too sensitive and emotional of a person to live in this kind of environment. I quit my good paying job, moved 800 miles away from all my friends to have peace and stability. Well, I got the exact opposite.
I’ve been really praying asking God to tell me what he wants me do. I started looking for apartments basically ANYWhere. And last night, I received an email from a woman that works for the city. She saw my old resume from last year on Careerbuilder and invited me to apply for a position in her office. It’s a slight pay raise, excellent hours and not even a quarter mile from my house. So I am going to apply. I guess I am not suppose to leave. I actually like my current remote job. But the pay is low and the stress is high. I have been promoted 2x but they don’t give raises.

87.2 kg Lost so far: 7.6 kg.    Still to go: 1.0 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

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1064 kcal

Fat: 86.38g | Prot: 62.79g | Carbs: 7.54g.   Breakfast: Great Value Heavy Whipping Cream Ultra Pasteurized. Lunch: Smucker's Organic Natural Creamy Peanut Butter, Hormel Natural Choice Original Uncured Pepperoni, Trader Joe's Cauliflower Thins, Sargento Natural Vermont Sharp White Cheddar, Hormel Turkey Pepperoni 70% Less Fat. Dinner: Beef Brisket (Whole, Trimmed to 1/8" Fat, Cooked, Braised) . Snacks/Other: Keto Ice Cream. more...