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Thursday already! About to weigh in the awful truth: up several pounds. Maybe I need a change-up, like back to weight watchers meetings to get motivated and helped.
My willpower is gone. So much stress in cleaning out, deciding what to get rid of, moving my stuff. My daughters are like little procrastination pills. I have a plan but they don't want to cooperate with my plan. Aargh.
One of my cleaning ladies wants my carpet to take to Brazil when she goes back there. I don't want her to have it but I don't have any place to use it. Dang. I hate being unfriendly, but now I have one less cleaning lady.
I also read "you never have as much money as you think you do, and everything costs more than you think it will" and this has made me feel really stressed out.
Well, hope your day is going better than mine!
PS - just logged into K8tyK's blog, and she struck a chord with me as she always does. I don't feel fat. I occasionally see myself in a mirror and think "gee, I have really lumpy thighs" or in a photo and think "I didn't realize my shirts were so tight" or something. I just don't feel fat or unhappy about being fat. I am unhappy about other things and I eat whatever is there to give my mind something else to do besides feeling unhappy or frustrated or worried. It is really useful to be able to read and process information.
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74.8 kg
Lost so far: 1.5 kg.
Still to go: 18.1 kg.
Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
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Gaining 0.8 kg a Week
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