abbadabba's Journal, 11 Nov 10

Day 72
I am now hanging out at a hotel where I will be attending a workshop on personal mastery. Don't ask me what that is - I kind of kind suckered into it. Now I am stuck sharing a room with two people I don't know very well, getting ready to redesign my life. Which I am not up for.

Shouldn't let my past depress me, but this week was hard. I am trying to clean up for my housemate's birthday party, and I had to move a lot of memories around - things that remind me of my ex and my daughters.

Maybe it's the weather, the light changing, leaves falling. I don't know - it's been a very bad week for me. OK: bad date, bad ex, sad daughter, lots of junk to get rid of - gotta push past that. I did make progress on rearranging things so our second dining room is coming along.

I will be missing contra tonight - I hope I have a good time here at the workshop.

Hope you have a good weekend - not sure if I am going to be able to get back again before I leave here!

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Oh Abba I am sorry you are feeling down and out. I hope the workshop is fun and takes your mind off of your sadness. Everything will look better in the morning.  
11 Nov 10 by member: chattycathy1955
Oh ... my dear buddy ... I hear you LOUD and CLEAR!!! You and I, and all the others who travel their journey consciously, will get through these "dark" times. Thank you so much for taking the time to check on me, even though your own world has been challenging. Your girls have YOU as a mom ... they will do well with your love and acceptance in their hearts!! 
13 Nov 10 by member: madaboutmoose

     
 

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