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29 December 2022

25 December 2022

25 December 2022

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
116.4 kg 0 kg 43.8 kg Reasonably Well
   Add Comment Losing 32.4 kg a Week

24 December 2022

23 December 2022

Today is December 23rd. I have not written since Nov 11th. It's not like me to just disappear. I've just been busy, watching basketball. No lie. I have been watching the Jazz during their season. No much else to report. I have goals for the new year, but I don't want them to be known, until I iron out some things.

Chess is not one of them.

I realize that I was obsessing over it, and it had to be broken. I entered a tournament for the first time in about 2 years I think. But the obsession broke 3 days ago.

A bunch of things got broken during my sickness over the past 2 weeks. But it all came to a head, when I looked at food. It looked disgusting. I didn't know what that meant. But it was so disgusting that I did not take in to account, that my overeating, may be actually something else.

Binge eating.

We'll have to see how that works out.

I do all that I can to not overeat. I will try to address that when I get a new therapist. My pdoc said that I needed a therapist, or they would release me from treatment, no meds, no nothing.

That worries me.

There is something about being sick enough to not eat. It makes you reevaluate things. I honestly believe that there has been divine intervention during this time.

I may be on too many meds. I have 13, and like 5 or 6 of them do the same thing. I feel I need a reset there too. I am working to possibly feel clear. I have felt clear for 3 days now, and I can actually think.

It's interesting how all this came about. I think I have a vague idea as to what to do.

I am going to have tomatoes for lunch. I looooooooooove tomatoes! Tomatoes are way good. Too much salt though.

Oh yeah! One more thing.

I am going to help my dad with the garden in 2023 too. I am going to check with him, to see if we can get zucchini, tomatoes, spices (oregano and others), and pumpkins going. We have a garden on the side of the house/backyard. I believe we can get more going.

I had tomatoes for dinner. My grocery bill was about 30 bucks. I bought like 5-7 items, and paid 30 bucks. Next year, I will be in full diabetic mode. No crazy diets, no bouncing weight around, and stuff like that.

I admit I haven't been as truthful as I have been. I just ate 7 servings of Great Value whole peeled tomatoes. I could have taken in less. I admit that. But I seem to justify it by saying it was only 100-200 calories for the whole can. Not to mention I get upset when I am told by others (not on here) that 7 servings is way too much, even though it's low in calories.

So, that is the final entry in this post, and I hope you all have a Happy Holiday tomorrow!


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