lostwaistline's Journal, 14 Oct 16

So, I binged last night. Waiting for that scale to finally move below 150 and just became plain frustrated. I was hungry all day yesterday. It has become so insane that I was seriously questioning my choice of eating an apple. Was it the apple that is stalling me? See what I mean, crazy thinking. So, at 8:30pm I ordered a small H&P pizza - extra cheese of course. I ate it all in under 10 mins and turned in for the night 1/ hour later.

This morning I have a stomach ache and that tinge of regret/failure/hopelessness.

But, I took a look at my progress and got my thoughts set straight. Upwards and onwards - today is a new day and maybe I'll have some pizza in a couple of months - pizza pie is not going anywhere - It will always be there waiting for me! LOL

View Diet Calendar, 14 October 2016:
798 kcal Fat: 66.75g | Prot: 41.87g | Carbs: 8.76g.   Breakfast: Coconut Oil, Coffee with Milk. Lunch: Bacon, Butter (Salted), Fried Egg. Dinner: Compliments Swedish Meatballs. Snacks/Other: Deep-Fried Pork Rinds. more...

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If you are going to binge, pizza ia a good choice. It hits all the satisfaction points: taste, texture, carb, fat. Just overall perfection in sinful delightfulness. 
14 Oct 16 by member: LadyinDenim
It's ok - just recommit! I had a similar issue over the weekend - couldn't deal with a stressful situation. It's over with and I am getting back on track. Life is a process, not a single defining event, so don't let that one pizza make you think you are a failure, because you are NOT! :) 
14 Oct 16 by member: ny_shelly
Thanks for your encouragement Ny_shelly. LID: my relationship with pizza is complicated :) sinful delightfulness indeed. 
14 Oct 16 by member: lostwaistline
I got wrecked by Snickerdoodles last night. These things happen, we just have to make it happen far less frequently and we'll be fine! :-) 
14 Oct 16 by member: TheVeggieMama
Hmmn, I have never tried snickerdoodles. You are right, we will be fine! 
14 Oct 16 by member: lostwaistline

     
 

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