BekkaL85's Journal, 06 Oct 11

Well, I'm down to 333, which is good. I'm very proud of that fact if you wanna know the truth. I'm almost completely outta my funk and that makes me even happier. Well....makes Michael happier than it makes me! lol

It's getting easider to deal with again, and that's a good thing. I'm not hating getting up in the morning...and I'm talking to people again.
What's awesome is that when I take a bath (I fricking LOVE taking baths) when I sit down I don't touch the sides anymore. It's not a cramped feeling, just a close cuddly feeling. Awesome. Nefertiti (our pure black cat) can sit on my thigh when I'm sitting on the couch with the coffee table pulled up. We both enjoy that. :)

When I walk up the stairs, instead of sweating and gasping for air, I just breath a little bit heavier. Can't tell if that's from the smoking or from the weight.

Got enough energy to work on my cross stitch again. And, I feel like cooking again. It's not much of a chore right now. Part of that is the improving attitude, and part of it is the fact that it's fall. I love fall. My favorite season.

I'm letting Weasel-lee Pete outta his cage every day again. He really enjoys that.

I'm also writing again. When I get like this Michael and I joke around that "the voices" are talking. They kinda are. I hear the story and see it in my head like a movie. I'm hyper critical of my work though. But, it's still something that I enjoy doing. I just try really hard not to re-read it until I'm done. Than I tend to edit the hell outta it.

If you couldn't tell, I just finished my list of positive things for the day. Good luck everybody!

View Diet Calendar, 06 October 2011:
1339 kcal Fat: 62.42g | Prot: 68.08g | Carbs: 125.92g.   Lunch: Cheddar Flavor Party Mix, chicken breast, flour tortilla mission foods, Mild Cheddar Cheese, Cottage Cheese (Lowfat 1% Milkfat). Dinner: fit and active ice cream, bisquick biscuit, bacon, eggs. Snacks/Other: Natural String Cheese Part Skim. more...

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Way to go girl, great accomplishment! I can so relate on the easier to deal with. i had gained like ten of my pounds back and had been depressed for like a month. I really feel sorry for those around me lol. I feel so much better when im on track. It is so good to hear about all your energy and that you are back doing things you love. Keep up the good work!  
06 Oct 11 by member: zeikiya989
YAY Bekka! I love that you're seeing all the changes! At first they seem small, and the next thing you know, you're a whole different person! 
06 Oct 11 by member: BrandyRelaxing

     
 

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