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Warning: Whiny crabby rant ahead.
I'm having a day. I feel like I should already know this stuff. I'm looked to for decisions and I keep wanting to look behind me to see who they think has the information. I don't feel accomplished. I don't feel like I know what I'm doing. While I know I'll get through it and I'll learn it and next year I'll look back and be crabby whiny about some other thing I'm supposed to learn and don't know yet, this is today. And it sucks not being confident. It just does.
Tomorrow I have to have a call with my boss about some assignments he gave me and I feel at a disadvantage. Yes, I know he knows I'm new at these things but I also know he expects me to have answers without him giving it to me. And I miss the days someone else was in charge and made the decisions. There. I said it.
Yes, apparently I need a glass of w(h)ine and a nap. Tomorrow I'll be fine. Today I'm not. I'm just not.
Have a good day buddies...
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