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I'm hesitant to say that I feel like my old self again because I've said it before and been wrong. It's only been about 5 days or so of being in complete control of my calories while hitting the gym daily to lift but I'm excited because it feels so fucking familiar. I'm remembering what I did and how I was and I do believe (confidently enough to post it) that I'm back. The difference is that I'm going to love myself along the way. Everyone who told me to give myself grace after my brother died and I was such an asshole...I apologize. I don't love being fat but I love me and I love that God has given me another day to do better. It seems to have played a key role in my desire to get back to where I was. Beating myself up kept me from enjoying my every day blessings and that's just fucking sad.
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Fat: 71.84g | Prot: 93.95g | Carbs: 99.08g.
Breakfast: Great Value Hard Boiled Eggs, Coffee, Philadelphia Regular Cream Cheese, Bays Original English Muffin. Lunch: Ole Extreme Wellness High Fiber Low Carb Tortillas, Great Value Saltine Crackers, Market Pantry Swiss Deli-Style Cheese Slices, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Oreo Thins Lemon, Prairie Farms Dairy Large Curd Cottage Cheese, Carl Buddig Corned Beef. Dinner: Butter , Cooked Asparagus (Fat Added in Cooking), Sargento Deli Style Sliced Baby Swiss Cheese, Red Robin Burger Patty. Snacks/Other: Kellogg's Yogos Bits Yogurt Covered Fruit Flavored Bits - Cherry Crush, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes. more...
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I'm glad you are feeling better by myself. 5 or so days of being in control of my calories is about what it takes for me to start getting motivated.
26 May 22 by member: Fritzy 22
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Grief is a long strange road. Glad to hear you're feeling better.
26 May 22 by member: Gib_Jig
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Thanks everyone! So much! Love you guys! Love you, Diablo! ❤️
26 May 22 by member: davidsprincess
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Today is the 6th anniversary of my oldest brothers death. He didn't take very good care of himself and it was probably avoidable. Grief is a process. Take your time and care of yourself. I can say that time does make it easier on the heart.
26 May 22 by member: saigegirl
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Beautiful girl, it has been so hard. I am so glad to hear you are feeling like yourself. You know what works for you, and you work so hard. You are the best there is! I am so thankful for you. Your value is not ever about the number on the scale or the number of times you make it to the gym each month, but I know how it makes you feel stronger seeing success where you want it. Cheering for you!!! May your heart feel lighter and your resolve strong! ♥️♥️♥️
26 May 22 by member: melissatwa
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26 May 22 by member: SherryeB
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There’s the DP I remember! Sounds to me like you got your grind on! 💪💪 RIp it up girl!
27 May 22 by member: 66Pack
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I'm sorry, saigegirl, for your loss. ❤️ Thanks, Sherry and 66 pack. Melissa - thank you. I was going to tell you first but I honestly didn't plan to post this yesterday. Another post was the opposite and somewhat how I used to be and I wanted to counter that because it was nauseating to read and I started thinking that I didn't want to be seen that way. Treating myself better doesn't mean I'm not accountable for my actions. It means that my life is amazing regardless and every mistake is just a way to reinforce the good habits. I love you! You're the best fs friend a girl can have! 💪🏼 Now I must rise for coffee and muscle making. Have a great day!
27 May 22 by member: davidsprincess
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I’m glad you’re feeling better and back from the darkness, DP. Have a great day and weekend! 🦵🏋️♀️💪🏋️♀️👍
27 May 22 by member: TomLong
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27 May 22 by member: davidsprincess
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27 May 22 by member: shirfleur 1
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This is awesome! Glad to see such a positive perspective from you.
28 May 22 by member: Joe Not Exotic
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Mind muscle connection you will never lose congratulations..
29 May 22 by member: Eds76🇳🇿
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29 May 22 by member: davidsprincess
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