EggBeater42's Journal, 06 May 22

Crawling out of my skin. I despise my incompetent boss as a boss. I actually helped get her this job when my previous boss asked me who should be promoted next. I am so full of regret. 200 days of not drinking has given me many good days but also some absolutely horrible days. I heard someone say the first year of no drinking is like this, highs and fucking lows. 5.5 more months of this sounds awful though.
Not food related. I will post exercise related things next to make up for it.

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2154 kcal Fat: 95.60g | Prot: 70.73g | Carbs: 253.06g.   Breakfast: 2% Fat Milk. Lunch: Guacamole, Hummus , Olive Oil , Italian Flatbread Focaccia. Dinner: Potato Chips, Egg, High Country Kombucha (16 oz), Terrasoul Raw Brazil Nuts, Passage Foods Pad Thai, Energy Balls, Just Salad Protein Power Salad, Yellow Cake (with Vanilla Frosting) , Whole Foods Market Double Green Smoothie . more...

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That sucks! Sorry you are going through it. Congrats on sticking to your not drinking plan! That's awesome! I envy anyone who says she is going to do something and then actually does it. 💕 
06 May 22 by member: davidsprincess
Thank you Princess. Trust me this is the only thing I have stuck to and that was after multiple failed attempts.  
06 May 22 by member: EggBeater42
Shitty bosses are the worst. I would definitely discuss it with your Doctor, but low-dose GABA (I take 125 mg/night for sleep) can help manage stress-related alcohol-cravings. I noticed a drop in my desire to drink after taking it🤷🏼‍♀️. Food for thought. 
06 May 22 by member: are1981
Sorry to hear times are tough for you! Glad you are able to stay sober though..no real advice, just support!💜 
06 May 22 by member: Diana 1234
I feel ya. Super applaud you 👏👏👏👏 for staying resolute. Get away as soon as you can.  
06 May 22 by member: jengetfit123
I agree with DP. 🤘🤘🤘 
06 May 22 by member: JC_suburbangothcatmom
I used to use an anti- work asshole combo of GABA/5-HTP/and St.Johns wort when I was going through a rough work cycle. Mellowed me out bitime. 
06 May 22 by member: 2handedjam
bigtime lol 
06 May 22 by member: 2handedjam
Congratulations on not drinking. That's an awesome accomplishment. Your boss would be terrible regardless if you drink or not. But at least you have your wits about you sober.  
06 May 22 by member: saigegirl
keep up the good work on your sobriety it will be one of the best decisions you have ever made to stick with it. I'm at 11 years 9 months trust me it gets way easier. there will always be a crappy boss don't let it eat at you too bad.  
06 May 22 by member: ObeseToBeast123
Thank you all for the support. I guzzled some kombucha and did a work out to let the day go. Have a wonderful weekend! 
07 May 22 by member: EggBeater42
As a recovering alcoholic going on 19 years in July you can do it. Bosses come and go but most employees out stay their bosses. Be patient and keep Strong. Chat anytime. You are Eggbeater Strong🦾 
07 May 22 by member: nanamom65
Yea on two hundred days of not drinking. You are doing great, that is a lot of days (one day at a time). At 4 mos of not drinking I knew I was never going to drink again and have not for 31 years. God Bless. 
07 May 22 by member: sugarplum_
EggBeater42. I sent you a personal message to your inbox. Read it if you want to. Lots of love. Sugarplum_ 
07 May 22 by member: sugarplum_
Wow EggBeater, that is fantastic. You're doing great and have much to be proud of. As for that boss, sometimes it's just difficult to tell. I hired someone to replace me when I retired who appeared to be great and she turned out to be awful. I didn't have to deal with her, but my staff and my friends did. 
07 May 22 by member: shirfleur 1
I am struggling with a gambling addiction & it's kicking my butt & bank account...you are not alone...vent away🙏🙏🙏 
07 May 22 by member: Alnona
Every moment you hang on and make a different choice is a win. You have so much to be proud of. Changing your life is no joke.  
07 May 22 by member: DarcNKS
Thank you for all the support. I am so touched. Sugarplum, of course I want to read your message! I just have to figure out how to check my inbox, maybe I have to be on my computer. I will read it ASAP. Happy Sunday to all. 
08 May 22 by member: EggBeater42
Keep up the good work of staying clean. Don't let some idiot make you slide back and negativity affect your life. Keep up the good job. You got this 
09 May 22 by member: RN16

     
 

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