This isn't to celebrate being overweight or unhealthy but I think that my thinking is pretty fucked up. I bash myself constantly. I hate my body. I say it in front of my teenage girls and I think I have them fucked up too. I have worked hard today to not insult myself and I am going to work hard to not comment negatively on anyone else's appearance. I need to do better for my kids and for myself. I read this last night on facebook and it was from the Eating Recovery Center and it spoke to me. I came to the realization that I spend probably 80-90% of my free time- that is any time not actively working- thinking about food, calories, being fat, what it will take to be thin, how to look better, and just eating in general. It isn't normal. This had 7 ways to be body positive and I am going to give it a try. Sorry this is so long. Read it or don't. ;) 1. Celebrate your body. We can learn how to celebrate our bodies for all that they are and all that they do. It may sound and feel trite, awkward, or downright uncomfortable at first, but celebrating our bodies is the first step towards accepting our bodies. Our bodies are more than their ability to gain and lose weight, more than their ability to contort into the current fleeting beauty-ideal, and more than their ability to conform to society’s impossibly narrow standards. Our bodies swim, nap, canoe, run, watch marathon-length Netflix sessions, play video games, and more — they should be celebrated for what they do — not berated for how they appear.
2. Think positively, as much as possible. Consciously counter every negative comment you think about your body with a positive comment. When you have lived with an eating disorder, negative comments about your body are in generous supply. In fact, it is likely easier for us to generate negative body comments than positive ones — which is why countering these statements is so crucial. For every disparaging thought you have about your body, take a moment to reflect on your body’s myriad positive aspects. When we focus on what our body does for us — how it aids us in living our lives—we are able to more effectively block out the negativity.
3. Be mindful with clothing. Wear an article of clothing that makes you feel great, regardless of how you feel others may perceive you. In a world of “what not to wear” and “fashion police,” it is hard to feel comfortable in certain articles of clothing — especially with that added fear that someone may comment on your clothing. No matter how much you may like a piece of clothing, the ever-present fear of someone negatively commenting on your body will likely keep you from expressing your true self.
4. Focus on character — not appearances. Compliment yourself and others on their character, not their body or appearance. All too often we’re greeted with, “You look so good. Did you lose weight?” Does that mean that, in order to look “good,” a person has to lose weight? Does it mean that they looked “bad” the last time you saw them? Does it mean that you’re only “good” if you lose weight? NO! Our bodies have absolutely no bearing on our worth as individuals — none. When we focus so intently on our perceived flaws, we will never be able to see the phenomenal aspects of our bodies or our character. By actively pointing the remarkable traits that are possessed by both ourselves and others, we are able to decrease the emphasize on body and appearance.
5. Respect yourself. Respect your body’s needs: if it wants to move, move; if your body wants to rest, rest; if it wants to eat, eat; if it wants a massage, get a massage. It’s your body and you know its needs better than anyone else. Having needs is not a weakness — though society will actively work to convince you otherwise. Denying ourselves of our needs is not the strength we are lead to believe that it is. In addition, an eating disorder will actively work to persuade us that either 1) we have no needs or 2) we must ignore our needs. I’m here to say that all bodies have needs. A majority of recovery is recognizing what our body’s current needs are, and then effectively meeting them as a means to support and care for our bodies.
6. Become an activist. We can spread body positivity by participating in body activism projects. I’ve joined myriad body positive groups on Facebook while simultaneously blocking “friends” who consistently post body-negative updates. In the grocery store, I turn around books and magazines that objectify bodies by promoting beauty ideals or the latest fad diets. If people can’t see them, they can’t buy them or fall victim to their propaganda. The diet industry makes over $60 billion annually by convincing us that something is so fundamentally flawed and wrong about us that we can only “fix’’ it by losing weight. But there is no “wrong” body. All bodies are good bodies, and we need not “fix” our bodies in order to be loved.
7. Believe that you are worthy. I leave you with this: appreciate your body. It is all yours and you get only one. Your body is a masterpiece of creation, and there is no other body out there like yours —none. When the world seeks to mold you to fit their idea of worthiness–their narrow and impossible view of perfection — you sacrifice all the amazing attributes that make you unique and loved. We do not gain worthiness by conforming to the ways of others — giving up our true selves. Each time we strive to achieve the trivial and fleeting definition of worthiness, we give up a piece of what makes us extraordinary. You will gain worthiness each time you stand up for who you really are, each time you’re your authentic self in the face of adversity, and each time you hold true to your values.
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1964 kcal
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Fat: 93.65g | Prot: 50.88g | Carbs: 242.95g.
Breakfast: Peanut Butter, Thomas' Bagel Thins - Plain, Coffee. Lunch: Meijer Triple Chocolate Creme Cake, Broccoli Salad, Meijer Spicy Breaded Chicken Sandwich. Snacks/Other: White Bread, Peanut Butter, Best Choice Jumbo Marshmallow, 1% Fat Milk, Post Honey-Comb Cereal. more...
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