p$m's Journal, 19 Apr 21

I am sooo disappointed in myself. It's been 10days since my surgery and I cant seem to stop myself from eating. It's so bad that I cant even log in what I ate since I have no idea. It is definitely mindless eating because I know I'm not hungry. I caught myself realizing it was 3pm and I hadn't eaten. Next thing I knew I was just eating my lunch, dinner, snack, and didn't stop. Ugh!! It's like I'm systematically trying to eat everything in the house.

Not being able to workout is difficult for me since I cant burn all my energy and it ends up with me eating just to find something to do. I ended up walking the past 2 days since the Dr. said I could do that. It did helped a little. At least I don't feel as jiggly. I don't know how to manage food when all I can do is eat.

View Diet Calendar, 19 April 2021:
1207 kcal Fat: 35.70g | Prot: 44.64g | Carbs: 182.03g.   Breakfast: Orange Juice. Lunch: Coffee with Cream, Galil Organic Roasted Chestnuts. Dinner: Trident Seafoods Beer Battered Cod. Snacks/Other: Meijer Brazil Nuts, Tangerine, Kirkland Signature Roasted Seasoned Seaweed, America's Choice Natural Walnuts, Eda-Zen Toasted Edamame. more...
255 kcal Exercise: Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 1 hour, Apple Health - 23 hours. more...

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It’s hard but don’t get in a shame spiral for what’s already done. One day at a time! 
19 Apr 21 by member: me,myselfandi
Thanks me 💚 
19 Apr 21 by member: p$m
I have had so many surgeries It will get better 
19 Apr 21 by member: ridemariel
This is a temporary state. Your body wants to be fed in order to heal, it will. You've got this. One foot infront of the other.  
19 Apr 21 by member: Kellagh
I don't know if this helps, but I like putting games on my phone that require 100% focus so that I cannot snack and play at the same time. It helps me wait out a craving. 
19 Apr 21 by member: reibread
You're heeling. This is temporary. I like Reibread's suggestion. 
19 Apr 21 by member: Rosie We Can Do It
Thanks ridemariel & Kellagh 🥰 . I appreciate the encouragement. @Reibread - I'll try anything at this point!! I've just downloaded UNO and Blockudoku 😎 
19 Apr 21 by member: p$m
Thanks Rosie. I guess because it’s not so painful I don’t feel like I’m healing.  
19 Apr 21 by member: p$m
Like any addiction recognition of the problem is step one 👏👏👏 
19 Apr 21 by member: moopie321
I slap you to your senses! 
19 Apr 21 by member: IDooAdventures
Thanks moopie - I just need to last one more week.  
19 Apr 21 by member: p$m
Lolll Adoo - can’t hurt more than me raking my yard yesterday cause I “thought” it was light physical work, it’s not fall, it just some garbage that got buried under the snow. Then I felt a pull and pain in my stitches. I tore my stitches. My neighbors, I think, thought I was having a heart attack cause I suddenly grabbed my chest.  
19 Apr 21 by member: p$m
Nonsense. You know exactly what to do. Let's go! #getserious #mindset  
19 Apr 21 by member: jimmiepop
Try to get on a schedule with your meals so you don’t get low blood sugar= binge 🏹 
19 Apr 21 by member: EAMFIT
I had surgery last Wednesday on my Achilles. I understand exactly how you feel! I hate not being in the gym or frankly not being active at all! But if you can be disciplined enough to workout regularly then you can discipline yourself in the kitchen too!! You got this! 
19 Apr 21 by member: RKCrane
https://oa.org/ I understand completely. Have found a solution that works for me at OA.  
19 Apr 21 by member: Alison Sullivan
Try to calm the sugar rush with a diet can of soda, lot of fun and 0 calories. 
19 Apr 21 by member: Carlos Idiaquez
it might sound silly, but try brushing your teeth more often, even if you started to binge, go straight to the bathroom and brush. Maybe gargle too. it wrecks your taste buds and signals your brain to be done. this works for me. good luck!! 
19 Apr 21 by member: BethNJ
We also need extra protein after a surgery as our bodies looks for it to repair muscle and heal. Say not to that diet soda suggestion and yes to a protein drink! 
19 Apr 21 by member: EAMFIT
Wishing you a full recovery from your surgery! All the best! 
19 Apr 21 by member: LISfifty

     
 

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