deborahkerr's Journal, 27 Jan 21

Well 2021 has been horrible for me so far. I have been extremely depressed all month. This last week has been in bearable. I put in for vacation to go to Florida with my best friend. Because my supervisor couldn’t find someone to work one day I can’t go. But he says to me I can have the rest of the time off. Well how does that work I can’t have a day off in the middle of my vacation but I can have the rest. Then a friend of mine committed suicide I was working at the Liquor store Sunday. A guy came in with his daughter. We chatted awhile at the counter which was unusual because even though he was always polite not too chatty A couple hours later I was done working and waiting for my windows to defrost. There were police cars and ambulances I assumed it was an accident. I go to work on Tuesday and my boss tells me that this guy shot and killed his girl friend in front of his daughter I am sorry to go on and on about thisI refuse to let this be the story of my year I need to turn this around right now I need to get back to eating right and exercising. I am way behind on walking I had a goal of 17500 steps from September 17 to March 17 I only walked over 10000 steps twice this month I am374480 steps behind I am going to make that goal. Sorry to go on and on. But it helped to journal rhis

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So sorry. That is a lot for a person to handle. Give yourself a pat on the back. You are hanging in there. I am officially not a fan of your supervisor 
27 Jan 21 by member: liv001
He is new and he really is a nice guy. But the real kicker is it is the third time this happened to me. The second time of going on a vacation with my friend.  
27 Jan 21 by member: deborahkerr
A GOOD Manager/Supervisor would work that day FOR YOU! Sorry you've had such a rough time. Quite tragic! I think anybody would be depressed after all you've been through. Hang in there - better times ahead! 
27 Jan 21 by member: Debbie Cousins
Really sorry to hear all of that but it’s really encouraging to hear a person can endure everything you gone through. Remember to be kind to yourself you deserve it!! 
27 Jan 21 by member: pedro.ivan.monroy
yeah tough start, just gotta keep moving on. perhaps focus on being thankful for what blessings you have in your life. thankful for your accomplishments of what you've done 60lbs. last year is great! hang in there do something that brings you joy. 
27 Jan 21 by member: Tuktusong
Good heavens. The suicide and killing: permanent solutions for temporary problems, creating more long-term problems for loved ones and others. God bless you and be with you. It gets better. 
27 Jan 21 by member: Bliss2Jessie
{{hugs}} 
27 Jan 21 by member: dboza
Oh my gosh Deb, this sounds awful! I'm so sorry!!! Who knows maybe things will work out somehow with the vacation.  
27 Jan 21 by member: bearnoggin
A lost life is always devastating. Live your best life for all you love. 
27 Jan 21 by member: Art Mom
I'm sorry things haven't been good for you. I went through a funk from. Thanksgiving through New Years. I know that feeling of loss and feeling depressed. It finally got better so all I can say is hang in there and it will pass. The thing about your vacation sucks! Why doesn't your boss get that you need the full week off? Seems kind of not nice on his part... 💜💜💜💜💜💜 
27 Jan 21 by member: Diana 1234
Thanks everyone. Well the saga continues for me Last Thursday I had to leave work because of severe pain in my right leg. I took off Friday and Saturday. I couldn’t get anyone to work my whole shift at the liquor store. So I went in for 5 hours. I went home and rested. I thought I could finally get to work on Monday I was still in pain but I thought I could work. It took me 20 mins to walk a block to my car. I got to work at 8 and got a replacement but he couldn’t get there until 11. I talked with the gentleman at the group home and said I wasn’t able to do much today because my leg still hurt and he game a hug. I spent time trying to get a doctors appointment. That took awhile they said I could get in at240 and to be there at 230 I told them I couldn’t walk and asked if I could get a wheelchair. They said yes just call when you get there. Got into see the doctor and I have bursitis. I got a cortisone shot. I finally slept last night. I had to work at the liquor stores My boss brought me a chair to sit on and told me not to worry about cleaning or stocking. Luckily it was slow so I just watched TV. It is getting better  
02 Feb 21 by member: deborahkerr
I hope you feel better soon! 
03 Feb 21 by member: bearnoggin
The saga continues. My leg is still healing. Started back at gym but can only go bike at a slow pace. My favorites are off the list for awhile those being leg presses and squats. And the sadness continues. My friends grandson committed suicide on Sunday. He also is a cousin to my Grandson. It is definitely the most difficult time of my life.  
06 Mar 21 by member: deborahkerr

     
 

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