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My application regarding the Master program I wanted to attend the following academic year was unfortunately rejected, I received an e-mail today.
Ruined my day and actually left me with nothing to hope for; there's no plan B, no possibility to attend a Master in an other country as I can't support it financially.
I..really wish this was a bad joke, that I'll soon receive an update stating there was an error and that I am actually admitted ,but, sadly that's a miracle.
So much trouble and stress to prepare everything, to pass additional examinations, the battle with time and stupid bureaucracy, asking for recommendation letters by ignorant professors, paying for all kind of fees, I even had to turn down 2 job opportunities, all for NOTHING.
Now I am officially stuck in my hometown, left with no peers, living with my parents, working as a waitress, unmotivated AF with a virtually useless Bachelor Degree in Economics; in Greece of the year 2017 with the regression and the youth unemployment rising each and every trimester, holding a academic degree doesn't even serve as toilet paper at the moment.
And you know what's going to happen next, don't you?
I'm gonna internalize all this rage and disappointment by eating a sh*tload of unhealthy foods, turning my negativity into countless swollen fat cells. Waitforit, just waitforit and witness me!
*My apologies if the syntax/vocabulary is weird, as I've mentioned in my previous journal entries, English is not my mother tongue.
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72 kg
Lost so far: 3 kg.
Still to go: 7 kg.
Diet followed: Poorly.
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Losing 0.2 kg a Week
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That's horribly disappointing! Can you apply again next year? Meanwhile, allow yourself one consolation treat - only one! - and make it something you'll really enjoy, and savor it. As one who knows, no unhappiness is worth destroying your diet progress and ultimately your health by eating badly. Frustration can be the hardest emotion to deal with vis a vis food. Express it another way. I hope you find some inspiration for your plan B and set it in motion.
21 Mar 17 by member: trackin64
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Thank you, trackin64!
I guess I can apply again next year, but to be honest, I don't want to spend another year of doing random jobs, I'm tired of waiting. It's funny how I tried so hard to meet the requirements, to support myself, to be decent and not a financial burden to my family, only to fail so miserably!
You're right though, binge eating right now will only make things worse and certainly won't help in any way.
21 Mar 17 by member: panmarchip
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BTW, your English is far better than many who are native speakers. I don't see any flaws. I am not adept at any second language so I am extremely impressed! Is there any chance you could start your own business of some sort? Perhaps you could teach English, for example?
21 Mar 17 by member: trackin64
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Thanks once again, it's so good to hear something positive today! I'm half Greek and half Austrian, so I speak some German too :) I guess growing up in a bilingual household plus watching lots of TV made me pick up foreign languages easier! Given the chance, I'd start learning Spanish for fun!
To answer your question: theoretically I could, but most parents would prefer some organized language school operated by certified tutors with a major in English Literature, rather than a individual graduate with an irrelevant academic background - in my case a BSc in Economics :/
21 Mar 17 by member: panmarchip
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Well, there still may be a market for non-credentialed teachers; maybe for younger children-early teens to practice speaking and writing and get some basics down?
21 Mar 17 by member: trackin64
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Well maybe, but it's safe to assume that this can only serve as a side job, as the job market in Greece is plentiful of young graduates and even experienced English teachers who cannot find employment. Unfortunately things are really messed up here, most people are dreaming of getting a job in the public sector as it is considered a "safe choice" with a stable income. No innovation, no entrepreneurship, no such things as start up incubators, absolutely nothing. The ultimate stagnation!
21 Mar 17 by member: panmarchip
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That's so hard! I am aware of the economic woes in Greece and the day-to-day impact has to be very difficult to overcome. Hopefully your leadership is seeking solutions to bring in new industries that might provide jobs to spark growth again.
21 Mar 17 by member: trackin64
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Panmarchip - Thank you for sharing your story. I am so sorry to hear of your disappointment and frustration. We do not have control over our times, or the culture, but you do have your dreams and your will to grow into them. Time will tell. But for now you sound very discouraged. I'm so sorry your hopes and plans have been dashed.
21 Mar 17 by member: erikahollister
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