Diea's Journal, 11 Mar 16

I expect to have gone up on the scale because of many things, including not really drinking water. I think I've drank one glass this week on Wednesday. Instead of addressing my thirst with water, I eat salty foods. I know this makes it worse. But I've been so stressed and emotional and so up-and-down. I'm starting to treat food as love again. Comfort food really helps in this level of stress. I'm really in survival mode right now. I just need to finish this semester.

Anyway, I'm very much expecting to have gone up, and it's okay. I know that when I stop working these crazy 10-15 hour days, I will be able to return to the healthy lifestyle that I know gets me to lose 1-2 pounds a week.

I'm proud of myself for continuing to weigh in every Friday even though I'm not expecting the number to go down. The number on the scale does not define me right now. But later on I will reflect on this part of my life and remember how much work I put into my graduate degrees.

OK.... now to weigh in.

Well, look at at that. I didn't gain! I think I'll celebrate with a workout. :)
72.8 kg Lost so far: 30.2 kg.    Still to go: 15.2 kg.    Diet followed: Poorly.
steady weight

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Good for you! The scale is npt about your self-esteem! Be proud of your accomplishments - you will regroup once school is done and you have more time! 
11 Mar 16 by member: HCB
When you feel that way, come here. We love you! 
11 Mar 16 by member: kpwcalories
Exactly, HCB! The scale is not my self-esteem. What a road that was re learning that lesson. Thank you for the affirmations! 
15 Mar 16 by member: Diea
Aw, kpwcalories! Thank you thank you thank you! And I love FS! It's been super helpful. :) 
15 Mar 16 by member: Diea

     
 

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