It’s hard when life gets us down. BUT, when we are self aware it makes it easier to stay away from the slippery slope.
We all have those hiccups .. it doesn’t define us and we still keep our eyes on our goals.
For your car.. maybe ask around and see if there is a mechanic that will help you find an affordable solution .. I know someone who was able to find a used engine from a car that had the body written off.. the big garages dont do those solutions