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ok, I'm getting there :-) slow but sure. It is getting close to weekend time though and my BFF & a friend of hers want me to join them for lunch/dinner Saturday or Sunday at a local Chinese/Thai restaurant. I'm trying to politely 'bow out'. I really can't afford the $ or calories/carbs going out would put on me. So, hopefully they will understand and not push me to join them. Maybe I'll suggest we do something else together, but the only other big thing they like is shopping and again I can't afford to shop right now but guess I can go window shopping. Sometimes we watch a movie (dvd at her house) but there she will have snacks. Now that I think about it a lot of our past times together, eating & drinking have been included. But she has become so much better at respecting & supporting my woe/wol lately. The only thing is, I can feel myself getting weaker when she continues to ask/invite me to things that she knows I don't really want. When I say something she will say, yes she knows but she just wants me to know I'm invited, or offers me food she knows I don't want to eat something, she just wants to offer it. BUT each time, I can feel I'm getting weaker & weaker. Maybe I'll just tell her that, and that I understand and appreciate the offer but just STOP IT! & I'll eat it when & if I ever want. But I don't want to hurt her feelings. She leaves in about a week & a half so maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut, literally :-) I'm also a little bummed that I haven't heard back from a temp/PT Job I had for a few days. They said they will be needed me again in a couple weeks or so but no word. & of course there is the "ghoster" who had ghosted me, we connected again and now he is a no-show again. Of course I really haven't reached out to him lately but the last contact has been on my end and he said he is getting close to needing me to work for his company as a temp for awhile. That was Jan 2. I guess I really shouldn't let it bother me but it does since awhile back this is someone I would hear from at least 3 or more times a week. EEEKKK, I really need to just 'let it go'. Hope ALL is well in FS=Land & take care to ALL :-)
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67.3 kg
Lost so far: 6.2 kg.
Still to go: 0.2 kg.
Diet followed: 100%.
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Losing 2.5 kg a Week
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