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creep, creep, creep BUT the IT box creeped the right way :-) WOW this is such an interesting, challenging journey! I know, years ago maybe even months ago I would not be able to stick it out and stay on this program for the length and with the dedication I have on this go-around. Thank goodness, things finally clicked with me. I will keep on/keeping on and stay true to my woe/wol at least for today. Sometimes I need to take this one day and even one moment at a time.
I certainly was ready to give it ALL up earlier this week and even yesterday. But, nope I decide I AM worth it and going off my program is NOT worth it for me at this time. Whew..... with that said, now today I go to a volunteer morning at my local church thrift store and they always have good looking (and I"m sure good tasting) home made treats for our breaks, well as in the past weeks, I"ll look and even remark about how good they look and thank the ladies but say I cannot eat any right now. In the meantime, I will be talking to myself, "stay strong for ME, stay true to my woe/wol for ME" Also my BFF who is leaving tomorrow, is taking me out to lunch or dinner to celebrate her moms life (passed this year) and I know she will want to go to a place that is tempting, but she has been so good about honoring my woe, so I know it will be ok.
Still looking for a PT job but at least I've connected back withe the 'ghost' to those of you that are confused, he is mentioned last month. It was my call (text) out to him, so 'my bad' but we have known each other for close to 40 years and we are still friends, I guess. But that is where it will stay as far as I"m concerned . I really can't deal with drama in my life right now. Even though sometimes I am the one that initiates it, this time I will not engage in starting or keeping it up. Whew, another "Ah-HA" light bulb going off in my brain moment. Gee why did it take so long (I"m an old one now) to get all this through my head?
OK, Gotta go, Hope ALL is well in FS-Land & Take care to ALL :-)
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69.9 kg
Lost so far: 3.6 kg.
Still to go: 2.7 kg.
Diet followed: 100%.
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Losing 3.8 kg a Week
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