ketoBruce's Journal, 29 Nov 19

I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving friend and no worries, you got this🦃🍁🍂♥️💜💚 

Hope you had a good time 

Thanks, Bill, jc❤ & liv. I did have a great time. Then en stopped by a new Lady friend's apt. Things got way, too hot too fast. My Redhead lives too far and also scary when she off the wall wants marriage in Feb with redroses. Thankfully she is still my best friend and I can confide in her all of my feelings and thoughts. He I will always love. In my heart I know I've been with t[ many women too fast and I think less of myself more than ever. I've been alone for many years in my heart. Women my age are very aggressive and I've ablidged that . I've given too much of me away. I'm starting to feel this. As a tramp 

I don't know you but I agree with what you're saying. Seems crazy and scary to meet up with all these women for sex and kinda gross- No? I'm not in that position with being married and so I don't know 100% but quite sure if I divorced or became widowed- I wouldn't be jumping into bed with someone else. Where are you finding these ladies- (though I struggle to call them that in my mind)? Maybe I'm too far removed from the dating scene but I hope if something ever happens to my husband, I would find a man that would have the same understanding of sex that I do- that it is designed for marriage. Just typing it out- I know I'd be alone the rest of my life. Too "old fashioned" and too "Christian", I guess. 🤷🏻‍♀️😳 

As long as you are making healthy choices (in this case using barrier protection and not engaging with strangers), and are mindful of your choices, you will be just fine. Nothing wrong with physical acts and nothing superior with emotional acts. It's about finding a balance that benefits you and is not self destructive.