hollywoodoregon's Journal, 22 Oct 19

i just can't stay with it lately... i dont know what's wrong with my motivation and dedication is just out the door. at least i haven't gained too much back, but i definitely don't want to keep creeping back up, like i have done before. the whole thing just makes me feel depressed and hopeless. i am in a new relationship and i do think that has effected my focus and now i have someone asking me frequently to go out for food, etc. i know i can say no but it's hard. i said no last night for pizza...since we got pizza the night before. i try to explain to him that i cant eat like that... he is a runner and does a physical job...im like I CANT EAT LIKE YOU... it's really hard for me to get a salad and watch someone eat pizza - id rather just not go... ugh i just feel frustrated and mad at myself...i just cant even stick to tracking... i am still eating some good healthy options as well as doing IF kinda... i just need to get back on track somehow, i dont know how...
95.1 kg Lost so far: 12.8 kg.    Still to go: 4.4 kg.    Diet followed: Poorly.

View Diet Calendar, 22 October 2019:
2100 kcal Fat: 114.09g | Prot: 78.82g | Carbs: 193.74g.   Breakfast: Sugar in the Raw Sugar in The Raw, Great Value Half & Half, Coffee. Lunch: Pei Wei Fortune Cookie, Golden Corral Steamed Broccoli, Fried Tofu, Ajinomoto Vegetable Yakisoba, White Rice, Kung Pao Chicken, Vegetable Spring Roll. Dinner: Atlanta Bread Company Veggie On Nine Grain Sandwich. Snacks/Other: Trader Joe's Mini Milk Chocolate Peanut Butter Cups, Philadelphia Garden Vegetable Cream Cheese, Sensible Portions Garden Veggie Chips - Sea Salt, Century Pride Sausage Snack Sticks, Babybel Mini Original Cheese. more...
2737 kcal Exercise: Dance (slow step) - 30 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 20 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 15 minutes, Desk Work - 4 hours, Resting - 10 hours and 55 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
Gaining 0.4 kg a Week

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Keeping to my diet while not avoiding social outings is a challenge for me too. I don’t have a solution, but you’re not alone. 👍 
24 Oct 19 by member: me,myselfandi
Hang in there Holly, you can do this. I don't know if this would work for you, but what I do when I dine out is take just three bites of the high calorie food, and I savor each bite. Then I enjoy my healthy meal. I also limit myself to only one beer/drink. That way, I get to enjoy everything without sabotaging my RDI (recommended daily intake). Good luck on your journey. 🌈🌈🌈 
24 Oct 19 by member: shirfleur 1
Food stuff with the partners can be hard the idea that a date is a meal can be problematic. Try encouraging active dates, go on a walk, or to the gym. Get them involved in your journey, try cooking together something that works for you. Good luck 
24 Oct 19 by member: Lajoh228

     
 

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