laraae's Journal, 30 Apr 19

I’ve been stress eating BIG time. We moved our sons from the apartment they got evicted from; our youngest son was accepted into an “Oxford House”, and provided he stays sober he has a place to live and isn’t homeless. We’ve spent the last three days cleaning and repairing their apartment so maybe there’s half a chance we’ll get our $1,000 deposit back, and my back is threatening to go out. Had a fight with my beloved husband Sunday night over our sons... made up later that night, but I still stress-ate in response (hence the last sleeve of Trefoils, the cheese curds, and the chocolate cookie dough/Reese’s peanut butter cup concrete in my diary). So my official weigh in day is Thursday morning, but I thought I should own up to the “damages” so I weighed myself this morning. I can’t believe that I didn’t gain; and I really can’t believe I lost .2, either! I’m also so thankful that it worked out for finding our sons places to live. Now I can breathe—at least until the next crisis, lol! Thanks for listening, dear FS friends! 👍🏻😘
81.4 kg Lost so far: 15.2 kg.    Still to go: 12.0 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

View Diet Calendar, 30 April 2019:
1530 kcal Fat: 37.00g | Prot: 48.00g | Carbs: 256.75g.   Breakfast: Kellogg's Frosted Flakes, Post Honey Bunches of Oats Whole Grain Almond Crunch, Great Value Vitamin D Milk, International Delight French Vanilla Coffee Creamer, Dunkin' Donuts French Vanilla Coffee. Dinner: Jell-O Chocolate Instant Pudding, American Value Green Beans (Canned), Uncle Ben's Basmati Rice, Costco Rotisserie Chicken. Snacks/Other: Fiber One Supreme Brownie Cookie Dough. more...
2044 kcal Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...
Losing 0.1 kg a Week

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Wow - that is a lot of stress.  
30 Apr 19 by member: FullaBella
definitely need prayers. Play music and wiggle, wiggle, wiggle! 
30 Apr 19 by member: lydium
Music and dancing is a great idea! Especially since it’s pouring down rain here all week. So I can stay inside; blast some jams; wiggle! wiggle! wiggle! And have my 2 dogs and cat look at me like I’ve totally lost it! It’ll be fun—thanks!😊🎈 
30 Apr 19 by member: laraae
Oh my— you know this situation will not get better as long as you are literally and figuratively cleaning up their messes. Kids are such a huge source of angst for us parents. At a point, tough love is required. I wish you the best of luck in dealing with this. Don’t let their addictions continue to feed yours. 
30 Apr 19 by member: Kenna Morton
Sending positive vibes and prayers your way 🌸 
30 Apr 19 by member: NAYELISIZZLES
So sorry this grief is part of your life. It is so very stressful, it is understandable that you binged. I had so many problems with my son, and it's heart breaking. We want all good things for our children, and seeing them make poor choices, is so sad. Eating sweets cause us to just be more stressed. The better you eat, the better you will be able to tolerate the stress. I am praying for you for courage, rest, good sleep, wisdom, tolerance, and discipline. It's so very hard. My heart is with you. 
30 Apr 19 by member: Snowwhite100
my prayers are with you..lets just say I know exactly what your going through..🙏🏻💕 
01 May 19 by member: TaraJ5387
Stay strong.  
01 May 19 by member: jdeuster
AWESOME JOURNALING 💪🏻🥇 
01 May 19 by member: KayBuckaroo
Thanks, y’all. I really appreciate your kindness and support. 😊🥰 
01 May 19 by member: laraae
laraae praying that God intervenes in your son's situation 🙏🙏🙏🙌🙌🙌 
01 May 19 by member: Holygirl57
Thank you, Holygirl; your prayers are VERY welcome and needed!😊🌸 
01 May 19 by member: laraae

     
 

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