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I am sick.
Sick and tired.
I am tired of being like this.
Of living life at constant war with my body.
Of hating myself and my limitations.
I am tired of hiding in my body,
of hiding behind the fat.
I have crawled into a hole.
Cut off from the world.
Isolated.
I want to live,
instead of survive.
I want to be out in the world,
loving life.
I am here for the final battle.
For the fight to end the war.
I am here to win.
My name is Sallianne and I am an addict. I am addicted to food. I have struggled with this addiction since I was 10 years old. I have hidden from the world on a multitude of levels every chance I got.
I am ready to get my life in order. To get out of depression, get my house and world in order. Most importantly: I am ready to become the butterfly I know I am. To embrace the light that is me and let it shine.
It's going to be a long battle, but I am here to win once and for all.
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136.1 kg
Lost so far: 0 kg.
Still to go: 45.4 kg.
Diet followed: Not Applicable.
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