Yep... it's one of those posts from me. Another cut & paste day because I've tried composing my own journal but the words... they just aren't there. So stop reading now or just:
This morning began much like:
and pretty much stayed in this mode all day even though I'm not in a bad mood ~ just:
I tried getting my July books done but even that ended up:
and hoping I get sleep tonight rather than my standard:
that results in realizing it's time to get up I feel like
Yesterday was total disconnect day with the storms outside and phone unplugged inside. I watched 'Beaches' hoping for another cathartic emotional vent but nada, zip. I posted a Geneed Roth story in the forums about driving in the rain for truffles and tested my own craving for ice cream... would I walk for chocolate?
So I'd come here off and on and read journals and posts about exercise but generally my reaction was:
Because I was reminiscing about the first night I brought my treadmill home and learned 'you don't close your eyes on it while rocking out to the tunes!'
Especially as I hung my foot on the corner just WALKING in the house .. and broke my TOE! So not only no treadmill.. I know.. most of you are thinking 'oh, wah, you broke your toe'..
And this girl... well.. there are no words. Well, there are words but FS would convert them to pound signs so .... never mind...
I do think about some of the journals here I read where people think that last 5lbs is going to make them happy. I don't want to tell them:
but then again, if you're one of them reading my journal.. well..
But back to exercise... besides using that activity ball as a foot rest.. I realized it could really be effective this way if only Mushy were a little better with her toss
Because I do need to find a way to exercise a little if only for vanity
So that if I do ever have a sleep over it doesn't end up with shrieking
I need to get an aquarium for Alec. I promised if he lived two months I'd move him on up to the real thing. A promise is a promise but everytime I read reviews online it seems most pumps are too powerful for feeding or housing Beta's. So this is keeping me awake at night worrying about my future.
Anyway ... thanks for stopping by ... visiting with me. I'm really happy about it. Really.
But I'm done now.
Bells
