JMA312's Journal, 09 Oct 20

Doing ok, the IT box did creep up a little so I didn't officially post it. Hopefully it will be down tomorrow. I'm on an extra P (protein) day since I want my PV (protein + veggies) day to be tomorrow. My kids and grands will be here so we will send out to our favorite Thai restaurant or maybe try a new one. They told me I can order meat & veggie dish I like (Ginger beef) without the sauce so I'm looking forward to that. I've been good with my woe & wol. It has been tough this week. I went to Publix with my BFF, who is visiting for a few weeks) we went through the bakery department and I just stared at all the goodies (not sure if I was drooling or not since I had my mask on) BUT wow, all that stuff looks so good. I told my friend I would eat ALL of this and that and that & this. She just said she could eat just one and put the rest in the frig or freezer, EEEKKK I could not do that! She did get a couple little containers of ice cream and little bunny ice cream cones which she can eat just one and put away. BUT there is no way I could. I would eat both little containers of ice cream in one evening. So I am thankful she did not offer me any, she knows not to now and I have been good about standing strong. But it is getting more & more difficult to do. Oh well, I keep saying when I get down where I want to be (20#) I will allow myself one item of indulgence. She keeps saying I don't need to loose more and my face is too skinny and wrinkles will start and etc etc, but I know where my body feels good and if I give in to the 'indulgence' now I know I will not be able to control it. So NOT today :-)
Hope ALL is well in FS-Land and take care to ALL :-)

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