peeperjj's Journal, 29 Sep 20

Bought some handheld pies at the store today. Two bites of the peach and nah, I’ll try the banana cream. Two bites of that and nah, I’ll have a snickers. Since I’m pushing 2000 kcal daily right now I chose an apple instead of the snickers. Looked back and had a 1275 day. Couldn’t remember being hungry so looked at my log and found I ate a quesadilla at the smoothie place, pork loin and corn for dinner, gardettos and a cookie for snacks. Not bad that ONE day lol. Guess I need pork loin on the menu more as I remember I had a ton of food for less that 400 kcal. Breakfast so I can take my pills just doesn’t me in. Muscles are feeling weak after no gym for weeks now. Middle is getting more subcutaneous fat 😭 😭. Scale may show about the same but my body is showing a difference!



Update: I’m well! Tired a lot but I’m staying up later than usual. I have insomnia and those pills interact with my antibiotics so I don’t take them right now. Some sharp pains in the incision but that’s normal as it heals and nerves regenerate. Wearing a bra and prosthetic for more than an hour or two make that side feel achy like I’ve worn a sports bra all day and night (implant side feels that way after a sports bra for long periods). That’s NOT a complaint because this time around I’m more comfortable with everything so I’m running around in PJ pants and just a tank top lol. A couple of the bras I bought fit well but still look odd. Perhaps I should talk to some teenage girls and refresh myself on stuffing a bra lol. I’m thinking some socks in a molded cup might look better haha.

View Diet Calendar, 29 September 2020:
1549 kcal Fat: 77.69g | Prot: 81.69g | Carbs: 162.91g.   Breakfast: Apples, JJ's Peach Pie. Lunch: Mission Carb Balance Soft Taco Flour Tortillas, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese. Dinner: Great Value Sliced Carrots, Idahoan Foods Loaded Baked Flavored Mashed Potatoes, Fast Fixin’ Breaded Beef Patties. Snacks/Other: Snickers Snickers Bar (1.86 oz), Premier Nutrition High Protein Shake - Caramel. more...
1575 kcal Exercise: Apple Health - 24 hours. more...

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Glad your so humorous through this peep! Laughter is the best medicine. I was always the bigger breasted teen ugh! Hated it. Got the comments I didn’t like. Aren’t kids always the same every time, make fun at the flat chest and the big chest? 😖 
29 Sep 20 by member: wifey9707
*youre. I’m not retyping all that 
29 Sep 20 by member: wifey9707
Thanks! Chemo/cancer taught me you can either laugh or cry and laughing is so much better lol. I was the flat chested one! Uncle called me nubbins for years lol. I was smaller back then but like a 32a/b cup. Lost some of that after my first kiddo. Got to a 34/c after the second and a 34D/DD after my third. The bra I liked the best was a 34DD nursing bra! Wish the implant fit in it as is still be wearing that bra. Also wish they’d make more bras in a 32 band! I wear those on the middle to last setting and a 34 on the tightest (still moves around when gardening). Went for a fitting after I got my implants and they tried to tell me I was a 36c. Then I pulled the regular bra over my head and said nope! need a band that I can’t take off without unhooking it. 😳 
29 Sep 20 by member: peeperjj
Round these parts we always choose laughter over crying if for no other reason than they'll probably give you the good drugs. 
29 Sep 20 by member: Katsolo
So glad you are feeling better. Knew you could do it. Follow dr. orders and stay safe. we are praying for you. 
29 Sep 20 by member: carol655
Lol I refuse the ‘good drugs’. Don’t get me wrong I cried a LOt during chemo and losing the implant etc but this time I’m just more relaxed. I’m not obsessing over it like last time. And people are way more comfortable with laughing than crying lol.  
29 Sep 20 by member: peeperjj
Thanks Carol! I’m breaking the lifting rule already as usual lol. But I figure I can do what I want on my left side as long as I don’t feel any pulling or pressure on the right side (lost implant side). Carried in milk, 2 pork loins, 4 things of bacon plus like 3-4 other bags of groceries on my left side today with my purse and drink on my right. 25-30# at least on the left side. Didn’t bother the right side at all. Right after surgery we were unloading 50# bags of feed and I found I could drag them to the back of the truck left handed and carry it on my hip like a child. No bending, stretching etc. Hubby nixed that immediately but he was working when I got home with groceries today lol. I feel like I HAVE to do some things on my own! I’m avoiding anything I know from experience will cause issues or pulling. I’m also not having a balanced diet right now. It’s decent but not great. Taking my meds, resting as dr said etc. I think I can do something like lift groceries on my ‘good’ side occasionally. We just won’t tell the dr! This PS is pretty awesome about things like that though. He knows I’m usually active and busy and can’t just shut down for months at a time.  
29 Sep 20 by member: peeperjj

     
 

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