jessabridge4444's Journal, 05 Sep 13

So sorry! That's always a hard situation. I'll be thinking of you and sending you my prayers. :( 

So sorry... :( 

So sorry, Jessa. My heart goes out to you.  

Losing a loved one is tough beyond words :'( ((hugs)) - I'll keep you in my thoughts 

:( hugs!! 

So sorry. Thoughts and prayers. 

:-( I'm so sorry. Big huge hugs!! 

That's really tough, Jessa! So sorry for your loss. 

Thanks all...I am stuggleing, big time. I am having anxiety attacks. Just had a SUPER DUPER melt down at CVS. I have never gotten my Rx so fast in my life...less then 5 mins. Those poor peole. 

Oh poor Jessa. Gosh. I really feel for you, girl. Wish you were closer. HUGS. 

Oh soo sorry..I know how you feel...Hugs..:O) 

More hugs for you.. Hope you are doing ok.. 

Thanks for all the support. I am almost functioning. I ended up gettin an Rx to help with some of the panic attacks I was having. Being home is hard & being in the car by myself is hard too. I am trying to be strong (mostly for E) but I am not sure that is in my nature. LOL E is being great. Our anniversary yesterday was just OK. I am just not my babbly self and E is not much of a talker on a good day. It was a very quiet dinner. The hardest part is how my house does not feel like my home any more. I know that one day I will look back on Conan and smile. Today is not that day. I think of him and I mourn. Oh, how I do mourn him. 

I'm so very sorry... I never know what to say when someone loses a loved one anymore. It's hard to be comforting when there aren't words in the English language to make up for the feelings that come from it. Take one minute/hour/day at a time- that's all any of us can do when we hurt. I hope that your pain eases soon and that you will come to remember the fond times, sooner rather than later. You are much loved and cared for and any one of us are a message away if you need us. Hang in there, rest, relax and take all the care and time you need to heal. Hugs, N. 

When my beloved Mario-kitty lost his battle with cancer the grief was overwhelming. I found some comfort at this site http://petloss.com/ and had a candle lighting ceremony for him. That was in 2005. The pain has eased, it takes time. Be patient and loving with yourself. You are not alone. <3