FullaBella's Journal, 22 Dec 12

Well, it's Saturday and that means it's time for my list!

December 22, 2012 - Small & Subtle but Celebratory Changes Noted since 12/15/12:
*I don't know how but I lost 5lbs this week, bringing total to 65lbs lost and putting me halfway to loss goal
*Bought a treadmill and have walked on it twice a day for 15mins; avg speed 3.5mph; six days in a row
*Discovered cough syrups and cough drops cause me constipation (at least now I know!)
*Licked the spoon of MH's Campbell's Cream of Chicken soup and was grossed out - was like licking a salt block!
*Discovered wonderful Sobe Zero Calorie Lifewater - Fuji Apple Pear is my favorite
*Went to bed instead of grazing after soaking in the spa tub (always makes me want to eat so I've been limiting that pleasure to only twice a month because of it )
*Realized I've only had acid reflux one time since starting this ~ cannot remember the last time I bought zantac
*Did not let a bad cold or bronchial infection prevent me from continuing to work on my treadmill habit forming goal
*Added Almonds to my snacks without freaking out at the fat content ~ good fat, good fat
*Tried Turkey bacon - didn't hate it but probably because it's been four months since any other bacon period
*Shocked someone who hadn't seen me since I started - obviously loss is noticeable
*Continued to make new and keep good friends, receive incredible advice and support, and learn how to work through old issues through this wonderful community at FatSecret


12/15/12 since 12/6/12:
*Lost 5 more pounds bringing total weight loss to 60lbs since August 25, 2012.
*Can lift & cross legs without assisting them.
*Woke early (on purpose) to work out in the fitness room at a resort instead of Bloody Mary Brunch
*Survived the All you Can Eat Buffet twice in one weekend without destroying my RDI
*Developed within myself a phrase I now call 'Visual Fulfillment' (see Journal 12/10/12 if interested)
*Broke another spoke on my wheel of insanity (see Journal 12/11/12 if interested)
*Can now feel the bones in the back of my hands when I run my fingertips over them
*Was able to slide into a smaller size jeans
*Someone 16 years younger and at least 80 pounds lighter walking with me pleaded for me to 'slow down'.
*Survived a self image hatred attack and grew stronger
*Have to prop myself up in desk chair; hydraulic lift wore out long ago;I must now have less padding in MY seat.
*Finally connected that a craving indicates a desire to 'taste', not consume an entire 'serving'.

12/06/2012 - since 11/24/12:
*Lost 5 more pounds bringing weight loss to 55lbs since August 25, 2012
*I can now wear a regular bath towel instead of a bath sheet
*Will not need meds for diabetes and cholesterol; healthy eating restored levels
*Had a Doctor tell me she was impressed; with my history of obesity that is indeed a rare thing to hear and experience
*Six people commented on my weight loss this week tho most of the credit this week was due to new underwear.
*Stood and worked on Storeroom over 5 hours of bending and lifting; impossible four months ago
*Continued to make friends at FS and be inspired more than ever with their experiences, encouragement and support.
*I actually ate pasta and didn't have a guilt laden urge to purge
*Survived a couple of 'emotional' anger moments without binging; opened the fridge but walked away.
*Though a craving exploded to a binge I but didn't purge and got back on track with healthy eating the very next day
*Actually researched a treadmill online with really serious intentions to buy
*Made reservations for a weekend away and actually cared whether the hotel had a workout room rather than stocked minibar and midnight room service.
*Standing in line wasn't as painful as in the past
*Was able to bend down and pick a pen off the floorboard instead of having to step out of the car
*Twice I tried to get out of the car without unhooking the seatbelt (okay, that just reads idiotic regardless of weight but in the past it choked me so badly it was the first thing unbuckled before I even turned off the engine ~ now it's obviously loose enough to be an afterthought.)

11/24/ 2012 Since Starting 8/25/ 2012:
*Lost nearly 50lbs
*Dropped 4 sizes in jeans and wearing pants with a zipper & a number rather than 3X
*Can stand over an hour now without pain
*Have more energy and confidence
*Have NOT STARVED or USED pills to suppress appetite
*Only one binge / purge incident and that was the first week
*Choose to walk more and park farther from stores when safe
*Can reach body parts easier as well as not feeling strangled by seatbelt
*Haven't suffered acid reflux at night once
*Am proud of myself
*Joined fat secret and met a lot of nice people and made some good friends
*Have found new healthy and delicious foods am confident I CAN do this the rest of my life
*Have lowered my fasting blood sugar from 160 to 110 without medication
*Am not fearing lab work check up due next week
*Am looking forward to doc visit - very rare as I hate the 'need to lose weight' lecture
*Have started taking stairs instead of elevator
*Have started treating myself with more care and respect
*Have found a nice balance between 'live to eat 'vs 'eat to live'
*Am looking forward to today, tomorrow and next 90 days.

View Diet Calendar, 22 December 2012:
1219 kcal Fat: 31.27g | Prot: 133.51g | Carbs: 104.52g.   Breakfast: Schwans Mixed Berries, Flax Seed, Quaker Old Fashioned Oatmeal, Coffee, Creamer, Dannon Light & Fit Greek. Lunch: Staceys Bagel Chips, Chicken California Blend Soup. Dinner: Edamame, Sashimi. Snacks/Other: Spicey Mustard, Weight Watcher String Cheese, Wheat Bread, Hillshire Farms Turkey, Almonds 100, Grapefruit. more...
2263 kcal Exercise: Sleeping - 24 hours. more...

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Comments 
Another amazing week for my amazing angel! Think the treadmill had anything to do with the 5 lb weight loss? And, losing weight this close to the holidays -- awesome! You are some an incredible inspiration to us all! 
22 Dec 12 by member: Ruhu
Awesome..keep it up..Merry Christmas...:O) 
22 Dec 12 by member: BHA
Thank you Angel Ruth and BHA ~ not that sure the treadmill had that much to do with weight loss as the display only shows about 100 cals burned for a 20 min walk ~ by the math I know and understand I probably burned off 1000 cals but not enough for 5lbs. I know that as I get under 200lbs the losses will be slower coming ~ right now it doesn't take much intake correction to see changes. That's why I keep this list now and weekly - so that I can remember it's the little things that matter every week, every day, every bite.  
22 Dec 12 by member: FullaBella
Great job Bella. You continue to inspire me every week. So happy you are my friend. :) 
22 Dec 12 by member: teskandar
And you inspire me - such great experiences to share here. 
22 Dec 12 by member: FullaBella
Rock On, Lady!  
22 Dec 12 by member: HCB

     
 

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