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13 September 2023

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
90.4 kg 7.2 kg 11.0 kg 100%
   (7 comments) Losing 0.2 kg a Week

11 September 2023

07 September 2023

I've tried writing this journal a dozen times over the past few weeks. Every time I did, I've deleted it. I'd read others' journals dealing with health issues and surgeries and loss of family members and I feel horrible for even talking about this. Even this one I've rewritten several times, watered it down, cried.

I was brought up that mental health is just a fleeting moment... "it'll pass", "it's not that bad", "everyone gets sad". I hate those phrases. Nails down a chalkboard to me.

Mental health has always been an issue for me. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, as well as a few personality disorders, very early in life. I've struggled ALL my life with it.

I can mask it for so long, but there are times, August for instance, when I just can't. I spent a lot of energy fighting my mind, which I think is why I was nauseous most of the month.

I'm not 100% back, but I'm not plummeting towards 0 anymore. My family keeps me fighting and with their love, I'll get there.

Take care, my FS family. (((HUGS))), Love & Support.

06 September 2023

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
90.5 kg 7.0 kg 11.2 kg 100%
   (3 comments) Losing 0.6 kg a Week

30 August 2023

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
91.2 kg 6.4 kg 11.8 kg 100%
   Add Comment Losing 0.6 kg a Week


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