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23 December 2011

WHAT THE HECK?! What am I waiting for? To weigh 198 again? Why do I have such a problem being inconsistent in life! With exercise! With healthy food! Why can't I do it right?! I try so hard and do awesome, but then cave and give up all over again. I'm not getting any younger. When am I going to feel confident? Attractive? Happy with myself?

Right now all of my clothes are getting tight again. My arms are like jello. Everytime I think about starting over, I think about the delicious homemade tacos that I cannot resist eating 4 or more of, and how there's no way I can NOT eat them for our lovely Christmas dinner! LOL!

So much anxiety! Why does trying to control food give me so much anxiety? I had this same anxiety when I was like 20 years old and wanted to quit smoking but obviously wasn't ready. But when I was ready, the anxiety wasn't really there. When will it come to me? The day when I make a commitment to myself for the better and don't let myself down anymore? :(
Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
85.3 kg 4.5 kg 17.2 kg Poorly
   Add Comment steady weight

05 December 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
85.3 kg 4.5 kg 17.2 kg Poorly
   Add Comment Gaining 0.7 kg a Week

07 November 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
82.6 kg 7.3 kg 14.5 kg Poorly
   Add Comment Gaining 0.6 kg a Week

23 October 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
81.2 kg 8.6 kg 13.2 kg Poorly
   Add Comment Gaining 0.5 kg a Week

25 September 2011

Weight: Lost so far: Still to go: Diet followed:
79.4 kg 10.4 kg 11.3 kg Reasonably Well
   (2 comments) Losing 0.9 kg a Week


AmberMichelle's Weight History


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