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I am just overwhelmed guys!! I wish the top of my screen can say:diet confused, and uncertain, diets don't work!! That's pretty much how I feel!! Unfortunately, I needed to pick one!!
I just want to eat!!! That should be the second heading!!! Anyway, a real rough night!! I usually don't get those kind to eat from my nerves!! I knew I was not hungry!! Usually it is eating to make up for it!!! I really don't know unless I write it down!! When you have urges to hurt your own self while sleeping, that is not good!! I know the coffee needs to go, but I cannot give it up!! If I say it will go my mind does not eat, and I end up drinking 4 or more cups!! I do not want to listen to psychiatrist, even through a church. I think I have had about enough of them!!!
I am going to open my mail, bare with me, for it is getting hard for me to do! I will do it rest assured!!! Sorry I just can't do short answers, and responses!!! I just write, some people hate it, I love my writing! But, I'll try to do my best!! I will eventually get to everything!!! I know they say we are all one in the universe, but for many of us we suffer with different things!! Just keep an open mind, and an open heart, and love everybody!!!
Well, I get up with good intentions to walk outside then it back fires on me!!! I have James for some short hours today, with Nick. And Nick has a lot of chores with the winter wood. His dad gets the animals mostly, then runs to work, usually it is two jobs!! Not happy about that, my husband is worn out. He has his faults many, but he works real hard!!
I walked one hour yesterday at the schoolhouse, my daughter gave e a ride there. The concrete floors were hard on our feet, but I did manage one hour. As far as the food goes, I am so confused about it! Like I said, I just want to eat!!
Sometimes I go to the WW boards, and many people don't answer me back even, so I figure if they don't then I will not bother to answer them again as well!! It is their call!! Their choice!! I am trying to do the best that I can!! If some people just have prejudice in their hearts, then fine with that! I am proud who I am, and the spirit that I have! And from the people that I have come! I am not ashamed at least about that!! This darn weight is another story!!!
Taking care of a baby is work! It is time consuming, and it makes you behind on everything!!! Still, all in all, I love him so much, and I am glad for the time that I have had with him!!
I probably need to change to mostly herbal tea, I have learned to love my coffee through the years, it is like a buddy to me!!!
If anyone wants the thread on the atkins site, they can message me about it!! I will get to those letters soon as I can!!
I also have got to get papers filled out for the doctor. George goes to his heart doctor tomorrow. I am always the one doing those things. That's why when my husband says to me look what I have done for you, what have you done for me!! That hurts me!! If he does not see that what I have done is as much but in other things, well then..... none are so blind as those who cannot see!! Just as the bible says!!!!
I will try to stay on a positive note, and remember for all things there is a season for. In other words my time will come when I can shine as well. They say a rubber band the farther you pull it back, the farther it will go. In other words shoot straight back then up and out. They also say that it is the same for us, the farther we are pushed back into the darkness with this rubber band, then the farther we go into the light!!! Let's hope this philosophy is correct!!! Of course? We have got to move our hands, and feet too, to help it along the way!!!
View Diet Calendar, 07 December 2011:
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1960 kcal
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Fat: 67.18g | Prot: 61.95g | Carbs: 288.14g.
Breakfast: friendly farms 2% milk, Half & Half, coffee brewed, Garlic Bread. Lunch: cabbage soup, Kraft singles american cheese, Italian Bread/Greek homemade bread, olive oil, eggs (Sometimes hard boiled, or sunnyside up, or omelet). Dinner: salsa, White and Wild Rice, canned sweet corn. Snacks/Other: cherry coke 12 oz bottle, club crackers, Rum cake, Trails end Classic caramel popcorn. more...
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