davidsprincess's Journal, 24 Oct 20

Slowly my diet has turned into a bunch of rules for me to follow and I hate it. I need to get back to basics where I learn to enjoy food and count the calories. Instead I am eating tuna on a 50 calorie wrap almost every day and cottage cheese and egg beaters- I have like 5 things that I am eating repeatedly to try to "be good" and I don't know when that mindset snuck back in or if it really never left. But then I tire of it and next thing I know I am eating peanut butter on graham crackers because 90 calories tuna pouches really suck by day 4. So I went back to my diet calendar. I am so thankful that I have tracked every bite for so long. The last month that I felt I made great progress was probably August 2019- betcha thought I was going to say something in 2020 but it has been awhile. And so while I am still kicking ass at the gym- my eating sucks. In that month of progress- it was no tuna pouches. It was cotton candy and casseroles and spaghetti and normal shit and I just wrote it down and carried on and lost a lot of weight so fuck the Halo Top- back to the Ben n Jerry's and the calories of normal foods and not crap. My bio is like I am a big,fat hypocrite. Well not anymore. Normally when I eat 3000 or more calories- I fill out my diet calendar with low calorie grossness to see what I need to eat to get back to the right deficit- why did I start doing that? If I ate normal food- i wouldn't be in that cycle of feeling deprived. On a brighter note- I didn't gain anything so for the first time ever I am not starting from square one. Here's to more gains in the gym and losses on my waist. Now what's for breakfast? I'm thinking pancakes and bacon. 💗🤸🏻‍♀️💪🏻

View Diet Calendar, 24 October 2020:
1414 kcal Fat: 38.46g | Prot: 93.55g | Carbs: 171.95g.   Breakfast: Toasted White Bread. Lunch: Oscar Mayer Maple Bacon, Equate High Performance Protein Shake - Chocolate, ConAgra Foods Egg Beaters, Log Cabin Maple Syrup, Vegetable Oil, Bisquick Pancake Mix. Dinner: The Snack Factory Pretzel Crisps - Original, Trader Joe's 4% Cottage Cheese, Ham Salad Spread, Sunbeam Large White Bread. Snacks/Other: Snyder's of Hanover Pretzel Rods, Great Value Light Greek Nonfat Yogurt. more...
2524 kcal Exercise: Shopping - 15 minutes, Housework - 1 hour and 20 minutes, Weight Training (moderate) - 40 minutes, Resting - 13 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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It's crazy because my bio is legit. God took it from me and I slowly took it back. Why? So crazy. Ok...Saturdays are deep cleaning days ago back at it. No pancakes yet, Wifey...but soon. 😉 
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
☹️ Break up with your diet. You sound miserable. Stop restricting. I was once where you are, kneeling my fitness goals and having a piece of lettuce with a side of cardboard. It’s a slippery slope from where you’re at to disordered behavior. Watch yourself. We love you. 
24 Oct 20 by member: KayBuckaroo
I'm definitely a CICO follower, though not as obsessive as in the past. Mostly it's about portion sizes. I only use a small, 8" plate for my food, and don't do seconds, desserts or snacks. And since autumn/winter is here, soups are great and filling. I agree with Chris about the waters, but if carbonation is a problem, you can also drink unsweetened ice tea for the same effect. My diet is mostly carbs of the fresh fruit & veggies variety, which have a lot of water to fill me up. Looking forward to hearing about your next trip to the grocery store. 
24 Oct 20 by member: JustBananas
Whoops nailing not kneeling 
24 Oct 20 by member: KayBuckaroo
Ago=so 
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
Justbananas- grocery store will be the same minus the ten tuna pouches. I always have the fun stuff, I just forgot that I can allow it. ❤️ Hopefully next month I'll have an actual loss to report. Thank you, Kaybuckaroo! ❤️ I know!  
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
And laughing chevre...thanks. I so enjoy you being on FS. Ok. Back to cleaning for real!  
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
Thank you. Thank you for this. 
24 Oct 20 by member: KAGrimm
I know how you feel. I follow healthy eating but allow some room for alternative foods I don't normally eat. My problem is that once I start, it takes me about 2 days to get back on track. I get that if I'm to restrictive I won't succeed but it's a matter of figuring out how to adapt my eating to not go overboard... PS, you are looking great! I'm jealous of those arms! Curious, how much weight do you lift for bicep workout?💜💪💪 
24 Oct 20 by member: Diana 1234
What a great post! ❤️Thank you for sharing! 
24 Oct 20 by member: sunnybutterfly
This is the hard part of mastering weight control. There is nothing wrong with repetitively eating as long as it meets your nutritional needs and you like it.. I have a quick, easy lunch that eat every day— I’m busy, I don’t care about lunch, I just need the nutrition. The plus is that I love this meal and look forward to eating it. Portion control, moderation is the answer that has worked with all the people that I have mentored over the years. You can’t live on tuna packs. And as we all know. You cannot out exercise a bad diet. It Just doesn’t work that way. You can do this. You just have diet fatigue— which is why “diets” dont work. Lifestyle change does. I’m preaching to the choir here, but thought you needed a pep talk. You will get this yet. Just keep going. 
24 Oct 20 by member: Kenna Morton
Kinda in the same place for different reasons. See my "spinach fatigue" although maybe that's just shopping laziness in these weird times. Glad you're looking back at what brought you success previously. You've done an amazing job so far, keep it up. Awareness is the first step, after all. 
24 Oct 20 by member: Katsolo
I eat what I want.. In my calorie deficit.. And I lose weight 33 pound to be exact. So I say go for it❤❤ 
24 Oct 20 by member: heatherhinojosa
Thank you, Kenna! I always appreciate your sound advice! Thanks, Katsolo! And everyone else- thanks for your support and encouragement. 
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
Diana1234- Currently 17.5# dumbbells. I superset bicep with back and so a lot of back exercises fatigue the biceps. By the end of the hour I am down to 15's and sometimes 12's depending on which bicep curl/exercise I am doing.  
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
Goodness! Exactly!! Yes, I'm sure we get into this trap to compensate for not eating the things we love in moderation. This is what I need to hear right now as I am having to diminish my calories because of less activity. I want to savor the yummy and delightful stuff that satisfies and fill in the spaces with specific veggies, fruit, and even popcorn etc that I enjoy rather than "diet" food I would just be enduring! I am so very grateful you share openly here to help others. Your success has given you a voice to which others listen. I don't think anyone wants a "perfect" hero, they need a real one who is dedicated to still learning (remembering what you already knew) and winning battles in this fitness/weight war we are fighting. 😁  
24 Oct 20 by member: melissatwa
You are my perfect hero, Melissatwa! LOL. Not really kidding though. 🤗 
24 Oct 20 by member: davidsprincess
hi hello, just have pateint think of your health 100% its very hard diet diet like walking fall down get back up .. my diet 1500.00 ive lost over 115 lbs its very hard for me i did for alot reason health etc. dont give up at all .its taking me 1 year half to lose all that weight alot walking and diet adam 
24 Oct 20 by member: uncleadam55
I’m right there with you in the food thing. My nutrition has sucked lately and I feel like I’m eating crap. Pasta is my Achilles heal and I need to just stay away but it’s so quick and easy. I just need to get back on track in general. 💪 
24 Oct 20 by member: Mike531
I get stuck in that too. What really helped me change my mind set about my eating was when I started intermediate fasting. I could eat what I want just as long as it was in a certain time frame. I went kind of extreme and ill eat between 4pm and 8pm. Ive noticed that since I don't tell myself I HAVE to eat specific foods I have made better food choices on my own. Also its helped me curb my nightly snacking cravings. Those were killer to my progress! Just make sure to drink plenty of water. Good luck 😊 
24 Oct 20 by member: em3rly

     
 

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